Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Friday, July 17. I just did laundry. Earlier I took the trash out. I might do another load of laundry later but I do not know. It depends if I don't feel too tired.

I got some good orange slices and chocolate covered cherries. And I have not had a second coffee today.

Something bothered me earlier which is that I checked my medical notes from the past week and a wrong diagnosis is all over some recent notes at three places.  And it is all from a wrong diagnosis written down as a power play by someone who isn't even a god damn doctor. A racist nazi nurse named Daphne wrote it down after I asked her not to.  I explained that I had been prescribed medicine as a preventative measure but didn't have the associated condition. It was the first time it has ever been written down. I am nowhere near that diagnosis.  

So really this is the final straw for New York City and I am going to move away if I am able to.  I need to have some book sales or some kind of job or something. But I am going to flee the socialist hell hole.  

This is Alabama and these are the people who poured milk on people's heads.  Daphne and everyone else at North Central Bronx and Montefiore.  They either do the racism themselves or cover for the other abusers. It is very serious and hits levels of attempted murder in some cases.  Probably actual murder sometimes but even I am having a hard time believing any of it.

I will miss some of the blessings I had here but there was always someone around to ruin it. I came to this city ready to die for not just anyone but everyone.  But that is not what they want.  They want for your sacrifice to not count for anything.  They are snakes from hell, racist hypocrits who only know how to ruin things and tear up other people's work. 

Literacy is disappearing and the new lessons are "want, get, keep," which is only worth any effort if the stuff belongs to someone else.