Ok everyone, this is Refried. I just emailed a certain document. I went ahead and sent the worst issues.  I do not know if I emphasized that enough that this was the questionable stuff.

I will be sad if I lose these people but I feel that I did the right thing and did not hide anything.

There was that one project I did not include but I mean why do that, I think it is not necessary.

So anyway, I mean was I right, was I wrong, have I showed that escalation article to too many people?  Possibly that is what lost me the other case.  And yet I just feel like it is relevant.  For one thing, that is my life now, and where are the book sales and insurance? And I think that these lawyers need to see that other case in the background.  

So I think what I sent was very representative.  And you know what, if I get advised to change something, I might just change it.  I might take out a few poems.  And yet shouldn't I be able to.  Should I have included that poem about the secret shopper? And the CVS poem? I just felt like keeping some stuff as my problem.

So that was interesting.  And I had a good trip to the post office. I mailed four things. I talked to Ron and I hope it is okay. Gice, schizophrenia comes with some challenges that feel different from the olden days where I had to mainly prevent mania while feeling like total crap all the time.  The participation in life is really hard as someone with true status as mentally disabled.  It is just not easy.  

But anyway that is a productive day so far.  I need to finish cleaning and take my medicine.  If Karla is not satisfied then I am going to complain to grievances.  But Karla said not to complain to grievances but that is the whole point.  She said come to her directly but she knows I need to not be tortured about cleaning.

I did a lot so far.  I think the next thing is make the bed, put the candy on the table into a bag or box.  But I don't want to waste it. Ok I see a box for it. And then go tidy the books. So that is three things. I will do that at 11 am in twenty minutes.