Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 3 am on Sunday, March 15.  Soon I will take my medicine.  I think that soon I might be allowed to skip the latuda and only take one mg rispderal and 600 trileptal.  I do not know why housing hurt my life on purpose.  I just don't understand.

But anyway I am tired now. I just need to take the medicine and eat a granola bar and then go to sleep.  But I can stay up late if I want to.  I am starting to feel some fears about my trip but it will be okay.

I mean it is just a train ride like normal. I will pack one bag and I won't take that much with me, maybe literally one change of clothes. And then a grocery store bag for if I get food at the train station.

I mean in a way it might be fun. I am taking a trip. That is fun. It is just not that easy because I also need to email the social work people and it is possible that there will be a snafu.  So maybe email all the certificates to myself in case I have to use a different computer.  I could do that now.

So okay I will do that.  Gice I am going to try to give more books away. I am at about 150 for the year so far. That is good and I might hit 500 total at that rate.

Gice I hope my life changes soon and things get better in a certain way that includes income.  But I do not know if that is the plan.  I just don't know what will happen but I do sometimes feel like I might have gotten most of my stuff done. And yet there could be a whole year of mice videos ahead of me.

Gice do you have any thoughts.