Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is midnight before Sunday, Dec 28. I just uploaded two books and am at a magic number of 112. I think that is all for now. I kind of churned out these recent thin books really fast but I think they are meaningful and interesting. I would wonder if people disagree with that.  I don't think this book is the particular zinger, but it is nice.  And the cover is cool. I took some time on it instead of just slapping a square photo on a page. I think maybe I did that too much but maybe it is okay.

So anyway, these books had medical notes that were interesting, and a hospitalization that backed up abuse claims.  So that is quite something. Are all these books secretly selling? Well I do not know.

I think they will though, and for some reason I was a writer and author in my time.  And that is a blessing that I am thankful for.  But wow I have some faults and foibles on display. But maybe there are reasons for that. I mean maybe it will all help teens in some way.

I think I will have a tarnished reputation in various ways but God already showed me that and I accept it. That was what I saw when I saw that bright white slate like a mountain.  There was a fine dust on it like the color of refried beans. That was what I saw towards the end of the vision.

So anyway, I do not know who I left out. I think Anli Liu is okay and did not need to be listed. She did not have notes for me to use but did refer me to Dr. Vaurio.

And I do think I forgot people at NYP, possibly including some major mega people, but I did not see the right notes from Dr. Sacco. I thought I would include that time I had the alternating silence. But I think it was not listed.  

So will I do a revisit, who knows. I mean who knows and at this point hasn't it all kind of I don't know just faded in its power. I think it has. The only thing I can think is that the books are already selling.

But it doesn't seem like they are.  But it is hard to believe I got no views on this poem after 500 last time I did that.  I just don't understand. I mean we don't all need to be heartbroken all the time. We are all the same people who were here during the nice years, too.

But anyway a lot of people are missing because of grief.

So anyway, I hope everyone is okay. I decided to add an acknowledgement page. It is a page of raffle winners. I did not list all the people I follow.  Did I list BBT in full name on another book? I feel like I did and this time said her nick name. I mean that is a real nickname.

So anyway how is everyone doing.  Are people mad at me? There was a serious swindle and while I ahve recovered a lot, I don't think I should be criticized for acknowledging it sometimes.

Anyway thanks everyone for your patience. I really believe that when we get to the blue yonder, I will have received my reward already. So I am trying to really make the most of it and I thank everyone for your patience.

Well, that is all for now. I will check the other facebook posts. I am glad I spent what I spent this season and ran ads. It helped me a lot, and hopefully while I get the therapy, I will be able to not spend and to instead purchase some more copies of books to give away.

Well, that is all. Do you guys like my books. I think some people will think I am a hypocrit for saying medicare for all but most people should realize that I suffered under insurance pain and have every right to repeat the thing that I feel was the real solution, even if it is too late.

Okay that is all. I might write again. Maybe it is an addiction, or maybe it is my main socializing.