Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 8:10 on Saturday, July 19. I am participating in an excellent scottish writing retreat online. I was planning to create some ai illustrations but ended up working on books.  And I published two books today and was happier than I expected about both. Yesterday I did some illustrations and put them on my facebook page. 

I lowered my spending for facebook and don't know how I feel about it. I need to find some funding for the pages. Just now I read my book called Blob Mentality.  It was interesting. I feel that there is almost too much to it, like it can't be read in just one sitting.  But that is how books should be in a way, is to have a whole book's worth of material.  So maybe it is okay. It is really punchy.  I don't know how I feel about the poetry. I think that conservative poetry critics would say some very legitimate things about the poems not making that much sense.

And yet there could be a punk audience for it who appreciates my honesty about the issues of the day and how I was treated. Or maybe it would just resonate with other people who suffer emotionally.

So that is interesting. I also feel like that book wasn't that important. Like it is interesting and worth a read but not really critical.  I don't feel that way about all my books. I feel like some of my books are treasures not to be wasted and offer the truth of salvation for any reader who gets near the jokes and meaning.

Possibly I should eat something for dinner soon. I ate some leftovers late in the day but I wonder if another snack is needed, and what should that be. I mean I could maybe make another cheese ball. I think that is what the Byrd video was trying to tell me yesterday.  I forgot to thank them.  But it is okay, I think we just live our lives and look forward to heaven.

When is Ravneet going to come visit me? Yoo hoo, Ravneet. 

Well this was a great writing day everyone, much like old times. If people want to say that it is because I am used to Latuda, they are wrong.  Latuda is hurting me and it needs to be reduced.