Hello everyone this is Refried. It is midnight. July 8. Tomorrow I need to pick up my pantropazole, get my phone screen cover replaced at T mobile, go to mental health program, go downtown to comedy class, attend tami's group, and get home safely.

Gice I had a nice time trying to fathom God's plan for my life. I think he likes my prayers but he invented that and I think he wants to give people trillions of blessings. And I think for some reason I am supposed to be conspicuously unglorious in certain ways. Like thoes verses about corruptible and incorruptible, that whole section. So that is the reason for the corpolalia and laziness etc. I mean honestly it could all be the same mechanism in my brain that makes me generally kind of messy. That is a nice way of saying it. And then the clean is there too in some way. And maybe everyone's brain is like that.

Anyway, that is interesting. I mean I think I should have some self esteem sometimes and identity. But some of the code I did not really crack.  But I can revist it with more community. I am actually meaning that in terms of children's book writers like this is quite a time for that actually.

I want to go to that conference but can't afford it.  Now it might be too late. I will go to the site right now.