Hello everyone, this is Refried. I sent a fundraising letter to my old church. It wasn't a big deal. They can say no and it is okay but I think they will see why I asked.

Now it is about 1:30. I need to send Ravneet a lunch message. I just saw an interview with Drew Carey saying live within your means. So that means don't apply for more credit cards. I just feel really tempted to see what I could get with my restored credit. But I tried two that would have made sense and got turned down.  And it does not seem right and I am going to tell Wells Fargo I think they did not do right.

But I think I am all set for my current budget.  And I should send fundraising letters instead of applying for credit cards. I mean maybe try to get a job somewhere. But I do feel like I can't work.

It is weird that I failed at advertising but it was the mental illness that really struck me down.  And God had a different plan. I always liked that when people said that.  And it felt too indulgent to believe.

But he did, so that is good. I tried praying today and felt the HS but my prayers weren't that special. I guess just proceed as normal.

Will I send a fundraising letter anywhere else? I do not know.  I got in an argument with one of my churches because they hassled me about a brick I bought that was supposed to say Ravneet and they acted like I left it blank but I didn't.  So then I got mad and had to request to stop my monthly donation.

It is just so fun when you get accepted for a credit card but then you are in debt.  It is not fun to be in debt. I think I did not ask my mom for enough money for this month's deposit but it is okay. It will be fine.

Well have a good day everyone.