Ok everyone, the strawberry salad wasn't that hard to make. It is setting now for two hours in the fridge. Making room for it made me find the cheese. I knew I had other cheese but it was good that I found a different bag and didn't waste the gouda.

So okay. That is good. Too bad I did not go to the comedy event. So okay. Yesterday was my last doctor's appointment with Jorges Alvarado-Rivera.  He was a nice guy but I had to say goodbye. He thinks the dizzy spells might be extraparamidal.  I think he is right because I told him both times when I was dizzy I didn't care at all.  Well what is that? Apathy.  Parkinsons.  So it is parkinsonian medicine effects.  But I could have parkinsonian from basal gangla damage.  But I believe it probably is from the meds.  Why won't they give me less latuda.  Because of the paranoia.  Well here's an idea, how about people stop treating me like garbage? That will make some paranoia go away. 

I think my therapist feels that I am having a hard time. I wonder if I can do a php somewhere.  I just feel like am I really having that hard of a time, I do not know. I mean I am mostly content and just need to exercise more.

I am so excited about my strawberry pretzel salad. And it is cool that I have hash brown casserole.

I think my friend Lauren is fading out some as part of the conspiracy. That makes me sad because we had so much fun talking all the time.  But a lot of friends helped me and maybe they are making room for Ravneet soon.  But I always think that and then it never happens.

But I think Ravneet is soon going to go to Super Mario movie with me.

Yoo hoo, Ravneet, me and you are yoshi and yoshi's pink girlfriend.

A lot of people are proud of me about the strawberry pretzel salad.

Gice I'm trying to do better with the prayers like really pray for the deeper blessings for whole societies like when you are in history class and learn that hte ottoman empire was defeated by christianity or something like that. And people having years of relational blessings, like what is that stuff, I should ask for it and ask for people to repent and not be worthless trash.