Hello everyone, I just now went to my mental health program. It was okay but there was not really a group for me to go to. And lunch was not that yummy but it could have been worse.  But in a way it was worse because the milk was sour. That is one of their power plays is to serve sour milk sometimes and I kind of look forward to seeing God address it on Judgement Day. I don't think the answer will be anything like "be thankful for milk at all."  I think the workers will be wailing with shame.

Anyway I got in a bad mood because I felt like my facebook ad isn't doing well enough but really it is. And people can decide whether to give or not. And facebook will have the reputation it deserves.

Then I thought of the racism at group last night. I think I figured out that it is about power. So that is kind of sad. I think next time I see that in action I will tell people they could have more power by treating people kindly and doing what you are supposed to does pay off. And then that there are better things than power so don't be deceived by the people who are bribing you with it.

The idea was put down some people lift others up and be in charge.  But they lost something valuable in doing that and there will never be another chance to do better because I absolutely will never be back to that group.

Anyway there is more to say about how I notice a pattern when I share a rare fundraiser on facebook. And people are offended because they think I am rich. But I know I am the lowest salary person from our high school.  I did get extra education from my parents.  But if people want to guilt me for giving back to the organizations that helped me survive a societal assault, I feel bad for them.