Hello everyone. It is 10 pm on Thursday night. My case manager was nice to me tonight at inspection. I do think I did enough. I washed dishes, swept, made the bed, wiped off the floor, put up clothes, cleaned the counter, took out two bags of trash, and that is all. But it was okay I think.

Tomorrow I have a psychiatrist appointment.

Sadly, my facebook pages have not been restored to my control.  And I am not getting as good numbers with my new pages.  But I still feel hopeful to share art. But it could be to ten million people instead of 20 million people and I am sad. Because the budget bargain was some of my happiness about it.

But I am thankful to still be using my page right now with my friends. However the posts don't share widely and that truly is depressing for everyone. Why don't they fix that? It would change the world again.

I am happy about the new pope. I hope the other pope potentials are okay.  The photos are very beautiful of this pope but it could partially be from a filter.

I think it is the conspiracy and they chose someone with smooth skin so I would know I am not the anti christ.  That is funny to me and I did pray a long time ago that people would always choose "the funny thing." or God would or something like that.

I am trying to remember that God arranged for me to pray a lot.  And I think it is because he really likes me and want to answer my prayers in a way that includes other people. So that is a good purpose and the messed up facebook pages is too bad but I should not let it defeat me.  I am allowed to start over and the numbers are still good even though it is not the same.

I just can't let that get me down.

Have my posts been reaching instagram? I mean I don't know if the art has but I think it has.

The lawyers are saying to treat the blobs as copyrightable but honestly I am not that possessive about this art like my other art. I mean it is just too easy.

Blobs are for everyone.

I am making cookies right now. I needed some normal food but I do not have normal food. I am slipping a littlw bit on ADLs sometimes but still okay so far. I am thinking maybe another year of functioning at this level which did decrease because of the latuda. I don't know how medical people can refute that to my face. It is so obvious and I have lost most of my affiliations.