Gice the numbers on my two posts are awesome, I am thankful. It is only a dollar each so far but it is going great. Facebook said they forgive me for complaining and criticizing them relentlessly. I just miss my facebook friends and think they tightened up sharing too much.

But this is a good experience and changes my whole outlook in some ways like for all my life.

So I am thankful. But that is how I used to feel on facebook a lot and it seemed like it was taken away. But some of that might have been from the conspiracy and sub conspiracies after creative writing school.

So anyway I noticed some of my comments and reactions aren't that good.  But other people can be good at that and I did okay sometimes.  I was myself and said what I really would say to the people.  However an audience does change it some. Like I can't just concede politely to the unitarians when they are pushy. That is what I would do in real life but with other people looking on you need to set the record straight.

Anyway, I need to keep praying for everyone out there and I am prepared to be exhausted after a few days of it.  Because it is a different exhaustion than AI exhaustion or publishing.  And maybe it will make me feel better about being so freaking lazy and not walking enough.

While I am apologizing I would also like to say sorry to the mental health people I was mean to yesterday on my blog. I did unpost it but I expect to feel that way sometimes and it is a very serious thing to lose all my participations.  That is a severe lowering of quality of life, and it is traced back to emotional abuse that should not have happened.

Anyway thanks everyone. I think America would like that felt art post too but maybe another time.