Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 6 pm on April 6. I missed a great conference today. I feel sad and think maybe I should have gotten on the shuttle busses and insisted on being there. But it took me by surprise and I already had spent some of my extra strength because of health, rain, and drowsiness from medicine.  So I came back feeling empty. 

I just think I am at new levels of disability and the doctors know it.  But some of it is laziness from too much Latuda.  And the problem is Latuda at all.  I was happy on one mg Risperdal.

People are happy to throw away my life like this.  It is very similar to my first years of drugged captivity at Barnes and Noble.  I look back and can't believe what people did to me and they are doing it again.

Anyway I just talked to two friends that I am emailing backup files to tomorrow, and it was just the right amount of conversation. So that really worked out well. Thanks Brian and Charlotte.

Outside there is a goose that is sitting in the same place in an unusual way. I think he might be hurt.  I sent a text to Yara who is the director here.  I think that the campus has people who manage the animals.  But I might have to call the wildlife organization if the goose is still there tomorrow. It rained so I think it had water from the grass.

I am feeling mad because of my medicine and missing the conference. 

Well, that is all for this post.