Later I need to remail that package, it is hard to have three problems with it.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am starting to win my legal skirmishes so that is good. Yesterday I went to a new psychiatrist and it was great. I was quite a chatterbox but was able to get sleep last night and don’t have to go to a hospital. Although my housing and mental health program are being mean to me because I skipped a dose of medicine Tuesday so I could volunteer Wednesday.  I do not respect that at all.  But the idea is that I can’t miss a single dose of medicine or I will be sent to jail. Nice society everyone, way to go. I hope you are proud of your professions.

So okay.  I am currently skipping a mental health support group because last time the guy played screeching music and told everyone they had to stay on screen.  I don’t know if it was for racism reasons or just about power but wow I won’t be going to a mental health group like that. Too bad because there was a nice person named Gayle who might still be there.  But I think Andre was the guy who was mean and I am not taking a chance. I miss it though, I can feel the loss.

I am feeling sad this morning because I am aware of the waste involved with my particular torture.  And there is a missing career where I was going to be a famous poet and poetry teacher.  And it is just gone.  I think the idea is that now I am a children’s book writer instead.  Sometimes I feel good about that but sometimes the missing stuff hits me.

Will I go to the grocery store today, I don’t know. I need to get laundry detergent, trash bags, and maybe some normal food.  Maybe some frozen meals.  In fact, that is possibly a sign to go to my neighborhood store. Maybe it will go okay.

Well, have a nice day everyone, I will probably post again later.