Hello everyone. It is 5 am on Wednesday March 12.  I had a great day yesterday and did about five nice social things.  A doctors appointment, a therapy appointment, an application for something, a group meeting, a friendly zoom visit, and a school presentation with teachers from my old writing school.  I attended and saw about ten pals.

Then I felt so good and decided to not take my medicine so I could be more alert for volunteer work.  I think it was the right decision. I leave to go there in about two hours.

Also in the middle of the night I had a nice religious vision. It was a view of showing someone an ark made out of thin white clouds, but it was the front half of an ark and it was empty. I think it had to do with heaven and how the gospel is free and I am showing how it works just by being people's friend. Also possibly it was a message to me, saying "the animals are free," like my imaginary animals are a gift without cost, despite the fact I just said that I felt believing in purgatory was going to cost me.

Other than that, I don't really know how to interpret it.  It was definitely a more heaven oriented vision.  Sometimes I see stuff that has to do with hell and varmits and stuff like that.

So that is nice, I don't see as many visions as I used to. Partially because of medicine and partially because of reduced church participation.

So here is another issue: I am expecting to be bullied at volunteer work.  Someone bullied me last time.  But weirdly as I write this I am not as worried about it.  Like I should just show up and do the work like usual. That is so weird for the past two hours to be a worry spell.  I mean of course I will be fine and I don't need to rehearse in my mind a bunch of conversations about filing a criminal complaint.