Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just went to support group. It was okay but I think people are tired in some way.  But support group is still fun, I like it.  I wasn't that helpful sometimes but tried to share ideas. I just feel like people should get some kind of support instead of silence after they say what their issue is.

So anyway, tonight I need to clean my apartment because I have to go somewhere during the day tomorrow and it could take time. I need to be strong and get it done. It is a very hard task to switch my phone out under my sister's new plan at a different company. I will try to go at ten oclock but it will not be easy to make myself get up and go.  But I must get it done.  Maybe it will be one oclock when I go. I should be realistic.

I find myself giving up on this new medicine, like my days of success are over.  They were definitely wasted, like anything I did was reversed and ignored.  And now people will get the failure they were trying to force before.  I think some people are saying, yes, this is how societal abuse works, which is what we are all studying in your life.  Well okay, I hope you learned a lot.