Hello everyone, I do not know who is reading this but I feel a bad feeling that is from being attacked by Satan.  It happens sometimes.  Earlier today I felt the holy spirit for several hours.  So that was good. I prayed for people. Tomorrow I go to my mental health program where they will probably make me feel bad.  It seems to be race themed.  And they are getting clients in on it and for each group they get everyone in the group to express dislike for me in some way, either through disagreement, laughing at me, snickering, or other signs of rejection. Clarence is the main one doing it, but about four other workers have always done that stuff to me.  And Antoinette, who is usually nice, did it too the other day.  God was not happy. It was a bad feeling of emptiness in the room.  I felt that was today some when I had to skip the conference. Possibly that bad feeling is what happened today and God is not happy with MTA.  Like maybe it is not just me letting down the epilepsy conference, but God sees MTA withholding their services.  I do not know.  I guess some things will just be material for Judgement Day.