Hello everyone, I got good sleep and am caught up on medicine as well. I will take my medicine earlier at night tonight. I am really upset to be bothered by several bad things.  The air conditioning that made me lose sleep, the disrespect of being lied to even though I didn't make a report this time, the closed gate that means I have to miss a whole comedy class that I paid 400 dollars for, the lower kirkus review that was okay in some ways but to me kind of dishonest in others, and the mild covid that I got from the other bullying and reminds me of the other days of torture. 

I felt like I didn't have enough friends for it but I do. I can call Charlotte, Jay, Justin, Sharon, Ginger, and several others.  

I think it will still take a few days to process the review.  I basically have a 4 and a 3 on professional levels and they grade low.  So that is good. I just feel like they chose to go low and ignored positive features in order to support their choice that could have been different.  And then you have to think about what is in it for them, and something is in it for them. It helps them pretend to be objective. It helps them favor their traditional publishing.  And it helps them defend their prior low views.

I think people can see where I went off the rails but I think there is some undeniable truth in my reaction and what is to be done about it? I think it becomes more of a public review than their reviews.