Let's welcome Doug and Hugh to the surveillance camera episodes

 Hi everyone I hope you enjoyed my recent posts. It was fun to do the videos and delusional content.  Sadly I am still being abused by activism in my neighborhood and on trains and subways. The main thing they are doing is touching me. Charlene did it today when I reached for a can of grape soda. It was nasty. Her hand all over my hand like they used to do at Barnes and Noble.  I am worried that they will lock me out of the building without a knife to kill myself with.

Today I will try to take my medicine. Yesterday I tried but there were no cups of water so when I went upstairs to get water I then forgot.

There are also secret messages at night telling me that Ravneet has another person.  She knows that I don't accept those terms and it puts me at risk of stating in writing that the deal is off.  But I think I might be safe because I have definitely made the choice that she is my final attempt at a person and I am content to die alone if it is another trick.

Probably this racism will be like a rash and then seen for what it is as a historical embarrassment, to me the last thing anyone needed. Calling it justice doesn't make it that. I think there are many leaders who have overtly expressed that they think no one will notice their hypocritical abuse. Like literally, "Trust me, no one will find out about this." That is sad to me and once again, my grief is not just for myself as people waste their lives humping themselves all around me like the dirt around Pig Pen from the snoopy cartoon.

It is possible I have just found myself in a bad environment that is unconducive to the racial support I am capable of and already showed a loyalty to in my life. Like when a kid gets mixed in with the wrong crowd, I made a mistake of staying alive. 

 

new posts

 Hi everyone, today is Sunday.  I just made cookies and created another cooking video.  It turned out good but not perfect. 

I also just thought of an idea for an 800 page novel where it is a re-telling of Cinderella but in real time during her chore years.  So it would contain vivid thorough descriptions of each part of each chore.  Like, Cinderella went to go get the mop bucket.  She filled it water and fetched the mop from the corner of the room.  Then she put the mop in the bucket.  You get the idea, like every single chore recorded for a matter of years.  So the reader gets bored but feels a loyalty and a duty to Cinderella or at least to the teacher who assigns the book for a grade.

 

And then at the end the twist is that the reader is now like Cinderella because they had to read a book like that.

 

Ok so I guess that is a new joke.

 

Do you gice want to see some of my planned jokes and posts for facebook soon?  I am waiting until I have a few more done.

Renee is racist to me every day

 Hi everyone, I hope you are having a nice memorial day weekend.  All gave some, some gave all. 

I am doing okay and had a nice day. I am trying to decide what direction to take my blogging in.  Today I started working on my groundhog novel so I will be working on that.  But what about my blog habits? I just published all my other blogs.

 

I am thinking about making this blog an actual journal.  This would mean less skill and comic twists, and it would also mean fewer rants than what my other blog warped into.  

 

It would be more like this where I tally the day’s good things and say whatever is really on my mind. Like even listing ideas for new projects. 

 

Today I finished three new joke posts for my facebook page, and have three I probably won’t use. Also I took three walks today, read three books, and ate three foods.

 

I brooded some about past wrongs but found that it caused me to think of a few jokes.  So hopefully I can use many years of mistreatment as additional material.

 

My subscription to Microsoft word is expiring and my debit card flagged the purchase. I tried to check apple.com and did not see it so I agreed to the fraud report and a new debit card is on the way.  At my apartment I don’t get my mail reliably.  I thought about switching to apple pages for writing but their spell check does not match standard grammar, like it forces you to punctuate your novel incorrectly. Anyway it also seems that at 100 dollars, over four years I would be paying 400 dollars to use Microsoft word. I question that and every single aspect of our entire society.