Hey everyone, this is Refried Bean. Today is Wednesday, Sept 16. I slept well and yesterday talked to three phone-a-friends. Also the two meetings I had were awesome, and the Toastmasters on Monday was also great. I need to prepare a speech for the next meeting. So maybe later I will do some of the online training.

I paused the two facebook boosted videos. I felt like about 3.3 mil is good and I should save the money if it is not going to be over ten mil.  Because that was the reason for maxxing it out is that they were going to max it out but they did another halfsies trick so I did another pause. 

I am not boosting images instead until maybe a few days from now. And really there is no rush for that and yet my pace is at as much as possible, so that could be what is right. I think I will do the dog pillows for america and neon for India. Also maybe one for ALE.

I think the conspiracy is helping me.  Possibly I should use my new card to do another comedy class.  What do you gice think about that. I mean it could be ten steak dinners. 

Anyway there was just something funny from a legal shark.  The Bronx Civil Social Club wants a post. There will be a video soon. It will be very self controlled yet true.

Did India like the two videos I posted? I think they were cute. Like not ultimate but cute.

I think I might go to Bronx Council tomorrow morning to take the books.  Then talk to Drena, then take the shuttle to NCB.  I was going to do a YL visit to the lupus conference and eat at the BBQ place but I just can't. I mean it is a nice idea and not that weird, and not that cheesy, but I just can't.

Also I think I am not going to the BH puppet show. I am happy to just watch Crank Yankers and I am really sorry to not be more of a champ for NYC but it is going to mostly be a diner life. I mean this is an opportunity for people to see the "can't" of disability. Because a lot of people jsut don't believe it.

So anyway, have a great day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I had a sudden inspection today and guess what, it is going to be a monthly inspection.  That is great news to me and I did not expect it. Also I like the Noemi person who came to see me, and Anthony.  It wasn't that bad today. I took out five bags of trash recently and had my laundry put up.  So really it went well.

Also medicaid is being renewed soon and health first is going to do it over the phone. Wow, that is great. It might happen today. I feel like they are conspicuously not torturing me. Thanks, everyone.

Ok, what else. My scale is under-reporting my weight, either because it is on an angle or needs a new battery, but honestly that is just what I need as I get through this next phase of getting back to normal. I mean honestly I think I am at about 198. That is actually not that good. But I think it is ten pounds down from last March.  Also I have probably recovered some muscle so maybe I did okay. 

What else, Facebook videos. This is where I feel like the numbers are not as good as I expected. They are doubled but not tripled and it seemed like they were honestly going to be around ten mil and it will probably be 7 mil.  That is still good. If it were easier to pause it I probably would and save the money. I mean maybe I will in a while but I do not know. 

I need to register for that talk I want to go to but I do not know if I seem like a problem person.

What about taking the books to the Bronx Arts Council. I think maybe I will do that Friday. Hmm maybe it should have been today. Or even yesterday. Well it is okay. Tomorrow I have two appointments.

Pest control is knocking on doors. They will spray soon and it will drop my mood a little. But it is okay.

Well have a good day everyone.

 Pals, I got the groceries. No water this time. I will get some more from Walgreens hopefully, maybe after delivering those other books.

How are things going in my apartment. Not that bad. I threw out a lot of trash this weekend. So next up is laundry, make the bed, clean the counter area.

And really after that it is in pretty good shape.

The other book delivery offer was a no go. I am kind of relieved but might need to still stock up on about ten joke books soon.

Gice I don’t think this weekend was a weight loss weekend but I probably maintained. The scale is now saying 191. Well that is not right but I might delude myself and calculate BMI. I think really I am at 196 which actually is great, that is ten pounds down. However I always went by this scale so possibly I am doing that well. And yet I don’t think so.

I think this will be a milkshake day. Also maybe I will try to talk to Erline later. I think I have let her down some but I am tired and sleeping at different times than before.

I just realized I need to email Drena.

Ok everyone, have a good day

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 9:30 am on Tuesday, Sept 15. Today,  I am going to try to do a grocery order. I have some space on my shelves and in my freezer.  So I will probably try to do that at about 11 am. I mean maybe I should do it now and beat the traffic. So maybe at 10 am so they at least have a chance to do it before lunchtime.

Anyway I boosted two videos and my numbers were doubled. I tried to make the most of it but if it doesn't really pay off in the long run then I won't do that again. I will just enjoy the half price pay. So far it is going well. I am at a cool mil.

Last night I had a dream that my sister yelled at me in a car and I was like hmm is this an evil spirit and if so how do I rid myself of it. So I think it is gone but now it seems like it was possibly just a bad dream.  But I do not know because when I reach a lot of people online, I feel various powers attack my mind.

Anyway also of note is that I got rejected for the Sparrow credit card. And I know I should have just waited a couple of weeks. I did not realize that the deadline was farther away and I could wait. Because it was too soon after another card.  And that happened another time.  But I think I can try again another month and it will work.  That is what happened with the Zable card. So really there are two possible cards on the horizon if I need it: Indigo and Sparrow, and maybe a credit line increase on a few of the other cards.  

Are you guys surprised I did these videos? Well it has been a while. I kind of do respect Facebook for boosting my numbers, because that other set of posts was sort of brave in a facebook way.  And yet I also kind of feel like it is about them wanting to control and even ruin the world with bad politics.  So that is where I question it.

Last night's toastmaster meeting was great. I think I am giving a speech next Saturday. So I need to work my way through the online training thing.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday, Sept 13 at about 10 am. I just drank some coffee but if it is not raining, I might walk to Starbucks soon.  However I still have some biscuits from the fried chicken extravaganza, so maybe I will heat up a biscuit and wait a while. 

I restored that meme. I mean I just was falling asleep last night and felt like archiving it and I did feel okay doing that.  Will I archive it again later, I do not know. 

It was kind of hard to find the archive on my computer. Also, I think I need to cancel that subscription thing somehow.  Facebook decided to promote my page because of that joke.  I do not respect that.

So anyway, are my books selling? I do not think they are. I think people are waiting until I am dead and it doesn't benefit me in any way.  Kind of like christian family members who wait as long as they can to profess their faith, so as to torture the christians who care.  It is the same kind of thing.

Anyway, does anyone have any thoughts? I personally do like Charlie Kirk. I think he was cool and tried hard and believed what he believed and was refreshing as compared to some of the social control. He could be a martyr even though it was political. At the same time, there is some major laziness and stupidity from that political side.  The way people got fired for saying their actual opinions, and the way people don't believe in religious liberty, and wow, the way some people overtly despise the disabled.

Ok so am I going to try to take the comedy class in October. I do not know. I do have enough stuff for a routine almost. And I would probably think of a little bit more. It is just that it creates a narrow window for a November trip.  But that is okay.  It works out fine. And the cost issue is the main thing. I mean I could call Anne and mom later and ask for the cost of the comedy class. Well let's see how I feel, because I already asked for extra recently. And yet it is small numbers as compared to Anne's business stuff.

I guess some of the issue is that it is time for a new generation and I don't see them as clearly as some people do. But I did write books for them but the hypocrites censored me. All it is is censorship, lie to yourself and say it is something different.  Call it failure, people four hundred years ago will call you something too.

 Pals, this is Refried. It is Sept 13. I am making some coffee. I need to clean my room today but it is not an emergency. I just weighed myself and the weight was back to normal which I believe actually must be a lower reading than what is accurate. So I really have to go by the hospital reading a little bit.  And yet it was always a little higher.  So maybe just estimate that my weight loss is happening.

Anyway, I archived that joke, but it is pretty funny, so who knows, maybe I will take it out of archive.

Unfortunately, facebook is recruiting subscribers for certain content, and I do not know how to turn that feature off. Because I tried to set that up a long time ago. But who knows, maybe I will end up posting the more normal poems that I think there is no audience for.

Did you guys like that joke? I think it was pretty funny. I tried to get some more praying done but did not feel as much power as during the day yesterday.

Anyway some of the church people are saying that the issue is forgiveness for the liberals who treated me like a trumper.  I see it. I get it, how we were all the church already so something is on me too.  And everyone who saw them as like needing conversion instead of telling people who really didn't know.

And yet I think God did work stuff out for our country for a certain time like the word did get out. I mean maybe the racism that I think was a bad decision on both sides is a sign of Obama's leadership being gone, and I should not try to control it.

So anyway, the coffee is ready now. I hope I have milk. I probably will walk to Starbucks later.

Does anyone have any thoughts? Should I restore the meme? I might but I do not know.

 Hello everyone, I just threw out that old spaghetti. Definitely some kind of moldy problem from it. Possibly a reaction between the sauce and cheese.  In fact, I think that was the issue, was the cheese component.

I posted a joke that almost makes no sense and is really in bad taste and yet wow it did get the right effect, as if it makes total sense after all.

It was kind of hard to post those recent jokes because they were a little out there. I mean wow they sure were out there, but I generally try not to waste jokes.

So I guess that soon I will try to clean up some more in the apartment but honestly it isn't that bad and I got some roach control stuff.

I mean actually it is kind of messy. I mean when will I clean, if not today.

I think the chat gpt joke could be worded better and only a few people will understand but it is still kind of comical based on the news about ai.

And then honestly I really think the turning 50 one is funny just to me, like I really find it funny. But it is a little sick, and yet that is why it is funny.

As for Sept 11, there is no reason for anyone to take it in any way that is bad or something. It is part of a new comedy routine where I suggest that the conversations when people say where they were on sept 11 can be thought of like part of an ongoing investigation. I mean I think that is kind of funny.

Well, have a good night everyone.