Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just went to the christmas eve service for my liberal church. It was awesome.  Lots of unexpected surprises. Kind of funny that they did that. Jacqui Lewis made me laugh several times. 

I also ordered the fairy tale books for my nieces. I had them mailed directly to my sister's house. They will get there Saturday. My other presents for them will get there Monday and then probably Wednesday. 

Tomorrow I will call my mom, call my friend Cynthia, maybe text a few people, and eat the taco bell food from today.  I bought some today for the two days. I could go to 7-11 if I need to. 

I just didn't do well this christmas and was late with the presents for some people. I do not know why but it will probably be okay.

Now I might upload the PDF of my novel for the kirkus review. I think in March or May I will try to get one for donut novel.

I think that the kirkus people saw my new book called "Posterity's Disgust." That is not a good first impression but it will be okay.

I am uploading the document but a different one is on the way to them.

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Christmas eve and I think one of my churches has a service starting soon. Did people think I was going downtown tonight? I mean maybe I could have. I just think I took two walks and that is all I could do. I didn't really want to go by myself to a concert. But at my church it would be different but I did not keep up with when stuff was.

So anyway, today I went to the post office twice and unfortunately did not receive one of the shirts for my nieces. But I feel like it was a good gift for them. I wonder if I will do a surprise later on that they aren't expecting. I mean I do not know. Would they like a book from me? I do not know. I think they got a lot of Refried Bean books. I forgot I was going to do the fairy tales. So maybe I will do that later on.

I mean I was late, I do not know why. I do not know what the conspiracy had to do with it.  And today I signed up for a kirkus review. I do not know if I should upload the pdf. Maybe I will. I would do that in just a few minutes.

Did I have a good year, maybe.  I do not feel like I did well this year but I attended PHP. And a few days ago I realized that I do still have two careers, writing and social work, but no salary.  I think it is because they figured out that people take stuff from me. So that is weird, there really is a conspiracy.

Anyway, that is interesting. My sister invited my mom over for fondue tonight.  And I gave her a robe two days ago. I do not know what she is doing on christmas day but probably she will be okay. And I will mail a molasses chips gift to her for new years.

I had some ups and downs. Tomorrow I have a few presents to open and I will call my friend Cynthia. 

I can't believe I forgot about the fairy tale books but it is okay. I will order those and mail them with a gift card. It will be a good surprise.  I thought about getting them ray bans but maybe for their birthday.

Well have a great day everyone.

awesome present, a personalized coffee cup, thanks housing friends!

 

  Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Tuesday, December 23. I just went downstairs at housing and got some yummy food. I am thankful for it and for the nice staff. I hope we have a good year here.

I got an email about a peer training but I do not know if I will participate. It has a big in person section during the spring and summer and I don't know if I can do that.

I am still eating the food a little bit. I am scared of the grapes in case it gives me a food intolerance. But I think I will try some anyway. Ok I just did and they were so yummy. It could give me a stomachache but hopefully it will be okay.

Do I need to go to the store today? I think there is nothing at the post office yet.

Wow, this food is good. I think I will feel okay for this time.

Last night I had trouble going to sleep.  But I slept well and woke up feeling good.

Housing gave me a new blanket and I am happy about it.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Ok everyone, this is Refried.

I just went downtown and got my rent check and paid rent.  I also picked up some food as an incentive.

I think my nieces are getting a new years present from me instead of christmas.

Therapy was great today with Larissa. She made me feel so much better and I believe it will last the week.

My book was accepted for publication and I am happy with it. It is one of the best of the third thin book series.

No sign of Medicaid paperwork.

I thought the nieces present would be there today but I think that will be Wednesday.

Soon I will send marah a new years present as well.

My facebook ads did well but people might be sick of them but I believe future similar shares will sell books.

So that is good. That feels different than other times.

Well now I will eat some food.

 Ok everyone, I did my personal inventory for the year. I might be missing some stuff but the list is below.  I think what I am noticing is that I need to continue giving books away and budget some for that instead of only facebook.  But the memes for India were an awesome opportunity but I need to keep the books distributed as well. I might enter addresses directly to amazon for a while. Well here it is, thanks to everyone who helped in any way:

Inventory for the year

Paid off credit cards for jokes page 30 million views, India reached with Christian humor

Maintained three new pages and reached 50 million views, felt love and HS, low budget

One trip to Greenville, attended mental health program despite abuse, finally quit

Maintained weight at 200, failed at exercise

One comedy class and show, successful

Attended nami groups, scaled back

Phone a friend expansion, 10-15 friends, some losses

PHP program successful

Maintained personal facebook page and shared poems and book links

Gave 150 books

Passed inspection 50 times

Stayed alive and did not have gallbladder surgery

Prayed for people

Published three ai books, one novel, one Bronx combo book

Spouse with ravneet

Found new groups with mensa, scbwi, middlechurch, etc.

 Hello everyone, I just put some things at risk, but I believe people will work with me and do the right thing.  If I messed up, I think people will say, party's over for just this one thing. I do not think they will take away everything because of one mistake. 

But I think it is not a mistake. I think it is some really good therapy work that people can learn from. 

Today one of my churches really surprised me with a message that was such a blessing and some of the best material that I have hope in. And they prayed for all of us to have courage.

I was going to ask a philanthropy place to donate to my church and I never sent the email and I possibly did not do right. I was going to ask on behalf of both my churches but maybe next year.

Well, that is all. I think now I will go walk to 7-11 and buy a bag of ice as a treat for myself to drink with cokes during christmas. What else, no calzone, because I ordered a pizza yesterday.

Gice are my facebook friends mad at me, I do not know, but it is okay, I understand, my ads are a bit much. Thanks everyone who read my blog this year.