Hello everyone. I just went to an amazing support group. Wow they are nice people. It is not easy surviving manic depression or schizoaffective.

People are facing health stuff too. I mean it makes me happy to pray for people because really that is something I can do for everyone and people can be prayed for even if they don’t know it.

I got some groceries today and it went well. The guy’s name is Sekou and he remembered that I gave him a joke book. That is so sweet. He did awesome.

I got a lot of frozen meals. I might eat them too fast because I ate two today. I am so excited that the stop and shop does have turkey tettrazini. The last person could not find it. It is yummy and my favorite.

I also got fruit snacks and gave some to my neighbor and he was really happy. The box I got was huge. I mean there must have been 40 packs of fruit snacks. It was Mott’s. I mean I am a gushers person but I mixed it up.

I believe Gushers is going to do well on Judgement Day. I actually can’t wait to see them get a reward.

I think I will exercise in my room tonight. I sometimes do well with pacing in my kitchen so I might try that. And then walk in the morning to Walgreens and then take my medicine. I actually think I am doing well with medicine. Like the way I take it in the morning then night sometimes so I miss half a day. That is not that bad.  I mean what is the bottom line is I am mostly sane. Isn’t that the point? I think it is. 

Well, I will write more later. Thanks everyone for helping me get through such a tough month and a half. It feels mostly back to normal now for hopefully a while.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just want to thank everyone for their support during the great free speech challenge of 2026. I do think I had TLE inspiration behind it so your reactions are part of that and I look forward to a million years of happy fun life and imaginary animals.

I just applied for one of those cheap credit cards that aren’t that good of a deal. I got approved for five hundred dollars and it is already activated as an online card. It kind of helps my mood but not that much because the amount is kind of low as far as credit cards go. But I now have five of those small cards and can pay them off easily if and when I need to.

I did not take a walk today even though it was good weather. I did not do much today. But I am planning on doing laundry later. So that will be three things: credit card, support group, and laundry. Plus I made coffee, took a shower, did the medicine, and boosted a tik tok video.

should I try to revert to my old computer for zoom video? I just am not able to connect it to internet. So hmm I do not know what to do about that.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 So that is done, sorry for the excessive posts. I now turn my attention back to my finger, to the probable additional spicy food flare coming soon, and to this past three year problem with having my health harmed. It is just not okay what happened. The extra medicine and what it did to me and the latuda effects are not okay. I’m still on the latuda and it is still harming me. But at least it was reduced.

I think some people think I am okay and are just like, don’t eat spicy food and you’ll be fine. Maybe they are right. Maybe it is that simple.

Well, that is all. Today is grocery day. Probably I will get a late start on that.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday morning at 7 am. I was late with the antibiotic but it is probably ok. I slept some but have not taken my medicine yet but will soon and it is only five hours late.

I finished the meme share and it was okay. I did what I did and I believe it was the right thing to not waste that idea, to use it on that particular person and topic, and to tolerate any reactions from people who might not understand all the whys of saying that. There are actually a lot of factors.

So anyway there were some trolls but I think they were the right angries for the most part. I am not able to see the final results but it was about 200 likes and 30 dislikes. And most people left it alone. The meme got 30 percent fewer views than the other two. I mean all of them to me were my participation in current events. Not all my memes are like that and probably the next ones will go to India.

The videos are doing fine but not showing the totals on the page. I think that is not fair. But maybe it is for some reason that had to do with the other posts.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 11 pm.  I just boosted two videos. They were good but not the best but still good. A cute mouse, and cute smiley faces.  I think it will be a while for videos after this. I think this maintains the service of cute videos pretty well.

Also good news, my other three posts all did well.  I got some more angries but I think it was from right wingers who like Elon musk. And everyone gets the idea, and the ad serves its purposes.

So that is happy.  And the other two memes did well too. I mean that was a weird experience. You just have to keep trying and be brave and do the best you can.

So that is good, live and learn, ups and downs.  Some people are funnier than me on facebook.  A lot of people, but I do my thing and I am thankful.

I think God gave me a lot of opportunities that are things you can get credit for for character.  Like chores, health, forgiveness, etc.  But what if all that isn't about me getting stats but having a concept so I can reward other people when I am on a judgement day committee.

Well I do not know.  But think of those opportunities in my life.  It is a lot.  Like if you compare it to me getting evaluated as a writer and comedy person. It's like, yeah, these are good stories, this is funny, the endings could have been better on some of those stories, your poems are only at a certain level, but it is good stuff.  And then the chores and work and other life discipline, it is like, okay, it was literally an all you can eat buffet for rewards and you slouched. I mean maybe this is comedy material.

So anyway I am thankful and aware of other suffering that people have right now. I mean do I say that too much.  People are going through a lot.  

Well, now I will snooze a while. 

 Gice I had a nice Tuesday. I think I saw a missing person today. I don't mean person like person I mean a missing person. Then I went to dunking donuts. Then I did the best I could all day. Then I went to two great meetings. People have done a lot for me and helped me recover from stuff.

What should I do about my finger. I think I should call Dr. Parik soon. But tomorrow is probably grocery day.  Soon I will finish lunch. Then what. Hmm I do not know. I think I made the right people mad with the post.  And it doesn't matter that much.

I can take my medicine at 3 am. At midnight I need to do a finger treatment.  This is day 6. So one more day and it should have been gone by now.  So what does it all mean. I do not know.

I need to pick up that medicine from Dr. Zhao. But insurance might be mad but they need to understand that I have had a rough month and it is not a joke and some people might have gone to the hospital. I mean like overnight for a week or two.

I feel better now and ignored the results of the meme. I posted it for a reason and people can question it.

I think actually the joke will be stolen and someone else will take it further to apply to all big tech.

It's not really as joke as much as a witticism.

So anyway I know it is not that big of a deal but it was a challenge for me.

I think it is time to do a comedy routine. Should I do an open mic tomorrow? Maybe I will.  But what about my hand. Hmm I do not know.

 Ok everyone I am going to try not to view the ad. Possibly some trolls read this blog now.

I think I might go to that humor writer thing.

I mean it is not expensive.

I got some good prayers done.

Maybe bad to say that but sometimes I really don’t get the good prayers done. Like sometimes I really don’t feel it so I am saying that we did get some good stuff just now.

So I will soon rest again and ignore facebook.

A lot of people reached out with support. Thanks everyone.

Gice I might see if Dr Parik will take another look at the questionable issue on my finger. I am not walking to Walgreens yet because there might be a storm. I think tomorrow will be a grocery day.