Hello everyone, this is Refried. I had hoped that I would see book sales on my amazon page and I don't, but at least the demographics are different on my tik tok ads. Maybe I will improve at that and get more page visits. I did get 75. But even I myself don't see how the link works and am not able to click to the amazon page. So I do not really know what to do about that. And 75 is low for what I paid. (36 dollars) Like it will probably be 200 total and it goes up to 400.  But 200 is not bad if there are any sales at all. Like if ten people say hey maybe okay, then it is a profit. And wouldn't it be 20. I mean I do not know.

But that is something and not nothing.  And once again, am I supposed to believe that sales are happening? I have told you all that I don't enjoy that and I feel tortured by this process. I know people are creative, the conspiracy is neat, but don't you see that I can't stand the missing pay off from work.  It is not fair, it is not right, and it covers up your racism, bias, hypocrisy, and selfish reasons for preventing the books from reaching people.  All you see is a game where yes you would love to ruin an evangelical's career. How convenient.  

But maybe that is how people participate is they see the bad thing they want and can have if they let me stay alive.  Well isn't that clever. I just didn't do so bad on my own sometimes did I. So you have to wonder sometimes if maybe you guys are also my persecutors.

Anyway, I know that is not it but I wonder what is it, because this change in events is cool but does not bring about the needed thing.  And I have asked people to stop torturing me. And as you think maybe you help less prosperous populations, representatives from those same populations shame themselves by abusing me, so that didn't really work out, did it. And your clue that it wasn't a good direction should have been that you lost me as an advocate.  Because I was a strong supporter. But you spent what I had to offer, and then turned to absolute barbaric destruction.  So that is your legacy and their legacy.  And the zoom out reveals plenty more of that which can be as defining as anything else triumphant.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I woke up earlier and then went back to sleep and ad a good dream where I went to a mental hospital and it was fun and I won a power play and then I went to a restaurant and it was kind of a crisis but I got this box of chocolates and he design had a cross on it and it was about the appropriateness of the cross being surrounded by islam or something on the design. So that is interesting.

Last night I felt that there was a demon bothering me and I think it is within my soul landscape and needs to be rid somehow. And something made it who itself and I think it was going after Ravneet and the people on tiktok. And I also wondered if in the big picture when the evil stuff decides what to target in your life, it went after certain main relationships. And did it mistake people.  Like was there a choice to go after my twin or my girlfriend.  And then obviously me and my mom were attacked. So that is interesting. 

The demon was doing stuff. It wanted me to say bad stuff and that could have been the cursing issue yesterday when I said I planned to do the mickey mouse speech.  Like that was on my tongue ready to say, and then there were some other things like gosh what was it, i forget what they do, it is seizure activity. I want to tell Dr. Gokhan but I don't want to get sent to the hospital.

I felt some success agaisnt it to even see that it was there when I tried to think of certain people who have power over that stuff. But I could not get rid of it.  But possibly it was attacking because of that dream, too, like it new I had a good dream on the way.

Well that is interesting. This is real. It is a seizure disorder, it is targeting something happening or people, and I have had many more before. I told people I was very infested. What happened at the bookstore got me lashed and slashed with a lot of it.

Anyway have a great day everyone.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I got through the hottest day of the heat wave. Tomorrow is July 4. If it is only 85 degrees in the morning then I might walk to 7-11. But probably I will stay inside again.

Ravneet sent me good messages.

Also my TikTok video is working. I am only going to boost posts one day at a time.

They are forcing me to pay the Apple fee. I don’t respect that but the numbers are still pretty good.

I need to figure out how to share a website. The link I did post did not work. These people know how to keep traffic on their own site.

People are using exclamation marks with me but I don’t know why.

I feel the same hs feeling on TikTok as with the art and poetry page so that is good. It says something about the people on there which is young people. 

Maybe people are excited that something is about to get better for me. I do hope so but I am not like wow so emotional because I actually think it’s total bullcrap what has happened. An absolute outrage with the usual suspects. 

so it’s probably going to be the Mickey Mouse speech from me tomorrow. Just letting yall know what to expect.

 Hello everyone. I am watching some youtube videos of cooking and music.

I think I should do some treadmilling.  But it is okay I think I am just having a break from walking and will start again soon.

I think that soon I will make some potatoes with cheese and sour cream and honey mustard sauce.

I think it is disturbing me a little bit to not know what to eat. But actually I have some canned goods in the cupboard and I could thaw some chicken and make peanut butter chicken and rice. Hmm I wonder if that is what I should do.  But I do not have enough milk. The milk is for the coffee. I think it is soon time for afternoon coffee. I think I will make the potatoes now. And maybe boil some eggs later.

I am glad because we have gotten through a lot of the heat wave. 

Well have a good day everyone.

 Pals I started a new account and tried it on the phone and it would not work. I am gong to send them a message saying I think that is dishonest to tell me it is the payment when they set it to not accept my card.

It is refusal to serve. It is illegal and dishonest. I am tired of all these problems.

I am not going to the mensa meeting today. I don't go to every meeting every week.

I don't appreciate having these problems. 

 Hello everyone. 

I have been trying to do ads on tik tok and I can't for some reason. It is really frustrating and I think it compares with refusal to serve.

So I guess just not do that for now. I mean why did my facebook ads not work.

I am tired of these problems.  It is not fair. It does not benefit anyone. 

I really can't stand it. I am so sick of it. It just goes on and on. 

I tried to make a new account.  But then my password did not work. 

I don't appreciate it.

But I don't even know if that will solve the problems. I think it won't.

I guess I have some ideas for more ads but I question it. 

I mean maybe wait and just save the money.

 Pals. I messed up a worldly monk post because I thought it was this blog. I just forgot. I am going to mop the floor in a while but I think I don't have inspection.

I just secured a 700 dollar credit card called Fortiva. It is for low credit people. I do not know why it was not 1500 but it is okay. I think it is because of having a lot of recent inquiries. But there might be a weird home loan attempt from scammers on my credit. 

So I mean I do not know but what is my status. I have paid my website fee for the year, my books are posted on amazon, my lease is good for another 6 months, and I have distributed 3000 books to trustworthy people.  And some work reached people on facebook.  I just sometimes evaluate my expendability.  Because I was also stewarding other people's support of me.

Anyway I think I will live on the destiny card for two weeks and not do any more spending on those other cards.  And then with the next deposit, try to clear off a hundred hundred hundred. Actually maybe 150. Then I will be down to 1400 on a few of those cards.  Except I did spend on facebook didn't I.

Does anyone see it like I do? Like to go for the numbers because this is an opportunity that no one else in history has had except our time period?  I would be curious if anyone agrees with me that it is worth it.

But I can see how people might see how I am also a computer potato. 

Well, have a good day everyone.