new years resolution

i guess my new years resolution is to participate more in subject/verb agreement.

really sorry to mess that up too much, but maybe other people can feel smart about it.

gice can you tell i am procrastinating something.

probably laundry but really i just don't know what i am supposed to be doing.

ok just remembered, a zoom call, okay bye everyone

When it's a potato's birthday

hello everyone, i don't really have a blog post to share, and really this could go in my email for the conspiracy.  I am leaving to go visit family for the holidays and I didn't make a to do list for today. I think I should do laundry and clean my apartment some. I think I am skipping my mental health program. Later I will go to my support group online.

they should get the army to kill that illegal immigrant who attacked the nursing student.  

That is my opinion.  But other innocent immigrants should be given easy instant citizenship to protect them, because they deserve protection like the nursing student. This has been a problem for thirty years now, has any real work been done, maybe. In a way there could be wisdom in taking our time to let intents show themself. 

I am not happy with what I see happening and one weird thing that bothers me is these health guys, how horrible.  RFK saying he is going to change the recipe for Coca Cola.  I mean maybe that is the least of our worries but maybe it is the worst, to have violation and control at that level.

Lawyers saying evidence was "circumstantial." Yes, the circumstance of the defendant committing a horrible crime.  So many bad people. 

Do you guys like my new books.  It does hurt my feelings that the sales have to be secret or nonexistent. But like I have said before, we know my main role is prayer and lets get the help from God.  There are a lot of people in various networks to pray for. I mean online, companies, social, international.

There has been a heavy dose of religion in our country that probably will reach people somewhere and continue the ongoing reality of Jesus's name being promoted forever.  400 years from now people will still know that Christianity is true and any delusional pretense that it's a waste of time will be seen for the denial that it was and is. The same mistakes get repeated.  But good deeds and faithfulness to "not let your right hand know what your left hand is doing" also have a way of being discovered. And a lot of liberals got judged unfairly and not only that, were very patient with it.

Well, that is all, this blog is ruined but still worth typing on occasionally. See y'all on my trip maybe, it is not easy everyone and I know other people will be having a hard time this season.

 

The grocery store people are still the most important

Hello everyone, I hope you are having a nice Saturday.  I had a nice Saturday and attended a writing workshop this morning. It was so nice and made me feel so much better. I did not feel good the night before because of some tedious computer work and then visiting the twitter site only to be devastated and depressed about the political problems.  As of this moment I feel more hopeful.  What I found most disturbing was the RFK appointment but I am going to try to stay hopeful and think that maybe it is good to have someone who at least cares about helping with the autism epidemic.  However I think what needs to happen are housing provisions that the other side probably would have done out of habit.  And yet they really didn't in their time either.  They tore up stuff in their own way as well. I find the twitter takeover to be disturbing and I think Elon Musk is a problem person.  So anyway I might stay in the middle and just tell the truth as usual about things that don't seem right. I don't think I am liberal enough to make the hop to blue sky.

But anyway I did not mean to get on that tangent.  The point is that I am having a nice night and made some pancakes.  I went to a grocery store earlier and got the treat in the photo. It was yummy but I do miss the similar product from the Fine Fare in Inwood, my old neighborhood.

I texted with my girlfriend and had a nice time. Thanks Ravneet you make me laugh a lot and feel better.

Should I try to recover this blog into a humor blog.  I think it is way past too late for that. I have some messes happening in my life and writing but am okay.  Social workers help me stay alive.

On Thursday I am taking a trip to Greenville SC to visit my mom and sister's family. I hope it is a good trip. I got worried that it wouldn't be but I think I will be okay.

My art plans have stalled because of my computer but I have a computer in SC that I can use instead and I just need a new charger for it. So I will try to do that at the mall when I am there.

One idea I have for helping our society recover is for people from my generation (X) to get part time jobs working among the young people and help them as social support. I do not know if I can practice what I preach on that because my part time job is my small business. But it is an idea that could help and working at Wendy's isn't what it used to be. We need to stand up to both the public and the corporations.

Well, that is all everyone, make some pancakes if you can, read and write and draw a frog or mouse.

Thanks for the vittles this week, Naja and Michael!

I also met an awesome writer named Antonia Contreras, follow on instagram and Quora!

 

hello everyone how are you doing today

 hello everyone, 

this is my journal. i am typing this directly to the blog.

I had a good day today. I went to the post office and received a copy of my new book called "Say it to my face that Robert Frost is a better poet." I like it. It turned out great. I also got my transcript to upload to the application for something. 

I went downtown and finished that work and then went to the train station to change my return trip in December from SC.

The guy was kind of tough on me and didn't have a copy of the ticket emailed.  But I do have a paper copy.

Then I went to chick-fil-a. It was busy there and I ate fast. Then I walked to Grand Central to take the train home.  It went well and I got a cookie that was so good last time.

I took it home with me and ate it a little while ago. I ate it kind of fast because I was trying to capture that same feeling of the last time I ate the other cookie.

Now I am at home and feel content. I think I will read through some of my books and plan a video for the thin books.

I started watching onion videos and some are very funny.

My gallbladder just hurt for a few seconds but I think it is okay.

That is part of what not to do is eat fast and the foods that are a no for gallbladders.

I think I will rest and pray for people. I think I can get us some good stuff everyone.

If you pray a lot you start thinking everything is from your prayers.  That's really not that healthy and good to believe.  

Well have a good night everyone.

The fence hole is closed now so I am going to be in my apartment a lot without going downtown.

hey everyone happy thanksgiving

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, Nov 8. I just made some cinnamon rolls and it was yummy. In my home state of SC there is a flood and some escaped monkeys on the loose.  So that is weird.  I also visited an art school yesterday because I might start taking art classes. It was kind of inspiring but kind of intimidating. I think it will be hard to figure out what level I am on.  But I have already drawn some marker drawings in my life and have done a lot of digital images.  So it could be a matter of the right medium.

I met some nice people. I gave away some poetry books and ran out. I wish I had one more for that nice young person who got skipped.  But really most people got skipped. I just did the best I could.

Was it appropriate I don’t know, but the conspiracy told me to give away some books.

I wanted to go to the chicken finger restaurant but had to get back to my apartment for inspection. I thought about going back today for chicken fingers but my credit card companies are sharking me a little bit. I think I will have some money again tomorrow and feel better but this is not a good situation really.

Today I will try to go to some nami meetings. I feel some ideas for the prayer machines. I think the Pratt classes will help with the children’s book illusrations. Other people do better than me and that is okay. I do what I do, I am a writer, and I draw pictures and do the best I can.

For my next post let’s discuss the election. It is almost too bad to believe, isn’t it.  Like I almost don’t think it is true what happened and am waiting for the correction in the news.

Communication with the Outside World

 hello everyone do you think i am blogging too much, well i am having a hard time because I was sick today and my computer is no longer working for internet and writing.

i did watch some funny comedy and some movie scene youtube videos that were from a movie that I did like a lot. 

Will I take another comedy class in march? I do not know. I think maybe I should. I think I can think of more jokes.  Do people think I should be taking a class right now? Well I can't.

I am not giving up on the art certificate but it could be that I can only do one class if I need a new computer. That is okay with me and there is a chance I won't even be able to replace the computer. I think I should because of the 80 books I have on amazon. I think I should keep it possible to manage that well, or properly which is the word I am overusing tonight.

I do not know who reads this blog everyone, some people do read it, but to me it is still an imagined public and it truly is a blog that I like. I do not think I will replace it with substack.

Ok I erased some laments about the weirdness of the missing writing career.  I think that maybe the idea is that things went well and the books are pretty funny which was the goal and the stuff I was wrong about can be topics for other people to succeed at in discussions or papers. Ok I have to say that is a great idea.

Gice I think I really need to do some prep work for new years resolutions this year. So here we are, that was why people said this is New Years Day. Gosh, everyone, that is kind of mean, to tell me to shape up like that and implement a total overhaul immediately.

Ravneet, are you reading this? It was fun talking to you today, thanks for helping me. That was weird, wasn't it, how suddenly I wasn't okay. But I took my medicine and feel fine right now so hopefully tomorrow will be easier and I talk to my therapist at 10 am. Thanks Drena see you tomorrow I am sorry if I wrote too much and you read it, I did not mean to rely too much on emergency care. 

Ok everyone, have a good night, pour yourself some coffee because we still have two more hours of sitting around checking the election poll results. That is what I am doing, it is a sign of health.