Hello everyone, sorry for that other post and yet I feel the judgement sometimes.

But anyway. Good news. My facebook account is secure.

Wow that was rough. The person I talked to today was so nice. Definitely I have seen a good side of facebook sometimes. They forgave me from being rude in my early years of feedback. I would send a message saying something was outrageous and immature.

So gosh, crazy times, being thankful for what I have, etc.

I need to take my medicine soon. It is only about 8 hours late. That is okay and people need to be patient while I do the best I can.

I still have a couple of password steps left and I need to maybe change my yahoo password because I am not sure I remember it though hmm while I am logged into that account on the other computer I could log off on this phone and make sure I remember it.

So okay I will do that.

Thanks everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is about 5 am. Time to take my medicine. I had interesting dreams but nothing that much worth describing. I think one of them was about playing the piano or something.

I feel a little bit normal with prayer. I was worried the power feeling would just go on and on and I could not handle it. I mean like mania kind of.

But anyway, I guess I will take a walk today hopefully. Maybe I will get up to about let's see, 20 miles total for the week.

Definitely I am praying for all the Nepal people and I will pray for the families of the tourists to know what to do. It is really sad.

I hope I can get some stuff done today. I feel like yesterday was productive, but I don't have much on my list for today. Maybe I will try cleaning my apartment some. But it is not that bad. Just cluttered and bugs. So maybe buy some roach motels.

Ok that was the other thing is maybe take some books to that Bronx Arts place.  Hmm maybe I will do that at about 10 or 11 if I am not asleep. 

I mean soon it will be time to eat some food.

I feel like people are saying they can support me now and they couldn't before but I will say again that it is y'all's problem, not mine. I did what I am supposed to.  And people later on will always see it as gee that was not right. They will see it, they will not agree with the delay. It will be seen as TFBC. Total effing bullcrap.  Say it to my face. Say it was about money, it was about fame, power, say it was racist, say I was selfish, say that I did not stand up to the evangelical problems, what a bunch of bullcrap. You'll never understand, you'll just drift along with bullcrap culture forever until you find yourself in hell.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday, August 26. I am cooking some cheddar brats in a pan. I wanted to go get bread but I am waiting until about 5:30. Then I will probably go to 7-11.

I am doing okay. The hacking still has shaken me up. Also I only feel okay and not great in terms of health, but I think it is because I have not eaten enough today.  I took an iron pill this morning and all the regular meds last night.

But really my health has evened out some as compared to a month ago.  I mean honestly that is a good reminder of limited time.  

I feel mostly okay about the books.  Someone bought about 7-8 and there is a range of material represented but I think mostly they can be seen how they are.

Right now I have an ad going to creature comfort. I think it is okay. 

The chedderbrats are cut up and almost ready. I turned off the heat and am letting them stay in the pan. I do not know if that was right but I think it is the best way for them to fully cook.

This blog is getting a thousand views a day. That is a lot.  I wonder why it wasn't like that when the posts had more skill and cleverness.  Well we do not know.

But anyway wow it has been a crazy summer.

There were secret messages saying something interesting.  I think for some reason this RB Tostada page has a lot of supernatural impact. So I will try to really boost it as well as I can.  I mean if that is it then that is it. But I only have a few years left at most, and I might not be at tech capacity for that.

So I mean who knows, we do the best we can every day.

Pals: something to think about: how some people are still humble and anonymous.  And how some people have certain stress levels and responsibilities that they did not get justice for. But a lot has happened.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried Bean. It is 11:03. At one pm I talk to my therapist. Last night at 3 am I got messages from facebook at the same time someone was at my door. And on the computerit seemed like the hackers, but I do not know. It might have really been facebook. I am hoping that facebook is really helping me. But that was disturbing.

This morning I had a dream that I was trying to get on a train at Amtrak and they would always refuse to tell me if it was the right train. It drove me crazy. But there was this blue racquet ball that I found and that was a good thing and I won a willy wonka sticker set.  

It really disturbed me when I felt like the hackers were bothering me. I do not know if it is them or not.

I think it is facebook but I do not know. I think the only other thing is to get friends to email them and get it sorted out. I have several friends who I think are willing to do that.

But I also think possibly I am not interacting with a completely fake interface. It is likely that if I can get real posts, then I can send a message to actual help and support.

So I could make a list of reasons why I think it is them.  The main thing is that they told me not to start over because I had good progress on the account like good numbers etc. And that would be reset if I started over. I just think that is not from hackers.  The other thing is that I am still logged in and can run ads. Wouldn't they have tried to log me off? Another thing is two factor authentication and I think it worked.

Reasons why I think it is the hacker: Because the message is on messenger. Because the guy sounded like a hacker, because I can't change my password, because when I successfully try to log on then it increases the number of devices logged on.  But that could also be facebook. There are some other clues that it is probably facebook. But I do not really know for sure.

I mean this hacking is actually very targeted because it was on an email account that usually doesn't get spam.  But that might also mean they did not expect the level of protection that I have.

Well, that is all. I hope I do not lose any email accounts or anything.

 Hello everyone. Dolly Parton died. She was my friend. I will miss her but I feel close to her in heaven, too. I just prayed for scrap to be in a movie. So maybe he will be in a movie with Dolly Parton.

Gice I am sad. I did not expect to be so sad. I felt like I already accepted it.

I mean I could honestly cry a little bit.

But I will try to think of something to say. I actually already have something to say which is that when you discover Dolly Parton she is a better person than you realized. Like you think ha ha Dolly Parton and then you listen to her music or see her speak or read something about her life and it is like wow, what a good person.

Well that is all I will say for now.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. I got good sleep and feel better. I felt a little manic last night. Yesterday my prayers went better than usual. I think it is because of the RB Tostada page for some reason.  I could see the timeline for the millennium that I try to use and I asked for trillions of things.  But honestly that is the same amount I ask for when I imagine the world as it is. So then I had to retroactively ask for a trillion times a trillion.  That is not the same as it going well in the moment.  But it was still much better than usual.  So hopefully we will get a lot of stuff.

Gice think of all the college kids. I will try to pray for them too. That is kind of overwhelming to me. I mean think of them but honestly some of them are okay and having a good time. It is their life and they are doing the best they can and succeeding.

So anyway I just made coffee and will drink some soon.  I had a dream last night where I was helping Kamala and I asked her to be in a skit I was writing and she said okay and then I had to write a good enough skit and what I chose to focus on is that their side is better at ethical dilemmas.

So that is kind of weird. The Trump campaigning against me was kind of overwhelming and had other countries helping.  And the other people who were participating in the skit thing did not like me.

But anyway it was just a dream everyone. 

So okay, what am I doing today. Two nice things in the evening. Before that, I guess another walk or two. Maybe I will go get some milk. I am out of money for ad budgets, so that is all for a while. I mean that is kind of weird. I might have to do some twenty dollar boosts in September. Or maybe save up and do just one boost for 60.

The cool new blob got 800k views and has ten dollars left. So it could end at 900. That is the numbers I like to see. I mean that is better than normal, as good as it gets for the images. If I really want to do another batch I could use my Ollo credit card but you know what, I am not. I just don't have the money.

Well, have a good day everyone, thanks for helping me with this recent hacking.

  Hello everyone, this is Refried. I had such an interesting dream where I got legal consultation because of not getting to go on a trip in high school.  And it felt so real.  But the actual scenario was different and there really wasn't cause for legal help.

So that is interesting.

I got an email from a great pal today about a poem.  

And I was able to fix it. It is so weird how I could not see the solution but then I think it is okay now

Fruit Snacks Poem

Wow, guy with the

 gushers T shirt 

on the train.

"Fruit juice is thicker than water."

I think that is much better and seems right.

So anyway, that is interesting. I mean it is a cute little poem now.

Pals, my googly eyed blob is at 550,000 views with probably about 300k to go.  That is great. It is on the ai blobs page.  Those blobs are cool.  Facebook was not that impressed but I think it is cute art.

What about the other posts on the regular page?  I think there are two posts, the frog and the ice cream.  The posts are going okay.  

So honestly that might be all for a while. It was an interesting burst of posts.

Well, have a great day, everyone.