Hey everyone I am trying to decide if this meme is good enough to post. Do you guys think this is inappropriate? I always found gerbil jokes to be kind of innocent and funny. I think I will post it to my facebook page and see what people think.

 Hello everyone. I just mailed some books. Ten books total, seven joke books. I am glad to do that, it makes me feel some purpose. Next up is Delgado but I am waiting for my new credit card to get here. But who knows, maybe I will know what to send later today.

So ok, that went well. Now I am an hour and a half away from inspection. Left to do is finish dishes, counter, sweep and mop, clear table. That is a lot but I think I can wait thirty minutes to get it done.

Ok for two dishes do the pot and pan on the chair and that will count as clearing the chair.

Gice cleaning is not easy.

Gice my new book wasn’t at the post office yet. So I might go back later. I just don’t think I can get Delgado’s books ready by then.

So ok. Wash three dishes. Wipe down counter. That will take five minutes. Then sweep and mop.

Gice any thoughts about life and books? I just feel like it is good to be thankful for each day.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is almost 8 am on Friday. I did a load of laundry and took out some trash. I have about five chores left and I will be ready for inspection. Then I will probably go to the post office and mail some books. It is possible I will get the packages ready before inspection. Like at 9:30. I don’t have the right sized boxes but it will be okay. 

Some of these books might go faster than I realize.

I felt bored earlier and really still feel like the facebook feed of bad news instead of friends posts is one of the most harmful things that has happened in our country and world in the past decade. And people think I am shallow but I think a lot of the other problems are because of that.

There is some major protesting happening against ICE and I kind of am in admiration but kind of think I feel pretty sure about that stuff being something I have no control over whatsoever.

I am not sure how I feel about my sleep schedule still being messed up. I think the main thing to do is try to take some walks and see how things improve.

Well, that is all for now. Have a good day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just went to a support group and wow it was great. I was really stumped on people's problems but the other members had amazing ideas. So that is neat and I feel good afterwards.  I am waiting for a guy to do his laundry. Then later I will go do one load.

I took a nap this afternoon and in the dream was cleaning and packing for something and did so well at it that I was sorry it was a dream.  But now I feel rested. I was scared my apartment building was going to disappear. But I think it is okay. They just need to hire more staff. It could be that this recent year or so with all nice people will be over. But two of those people are in charge now. I will miss the person named Linda.  Also Delores is one of the nicest people I have ever met and she is the night person which is when I am awake. I just now said hello to Tonya and I think she is nice and won't torture me.

Gice the instacart order was expensive today but I added two new ingredients to the orange fluff salad: coconut flakes and maraschino cherries.  So that is good. But I did not have cottage cheese.

Next is the taco dip. I got some aluminum pans.  So that is also good.  And the milk. Gice medicine is not  a game. That is why Tonya was a little bit stern.

Gice I didn't do that well today but ups and downs live and learn.

Gice maybe tonight I will pack up some joke books for some lawyers. Then maybe go through some friends lists to see who would want a library book. There could be some vermont people. maybe on linked in. Don't forget patrick. The reason I forgot him was because of linked in.

Tomorrow is inspection. I believe I will do okay. I got some trash bags. I need to walk more. Tomorrow I am going to try to go pick up the new book. Gice, any thoughts?

Gice do you think Montifiore will let me be in the program that meets near me? Is it mental health groups? I might inquire.

Ravneet sent me some messages.  She is doing well. Ravneet loves me and is going to make some food for me sometime. Hopefully some vegetables with cream sauce.

Well, that is all. Have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone. This is Refried. It is 2:15 on Thursday. I just received an Instacart order and am going to make a taco dip and ambrosia salad. I also got some trash bags and detergent for inspection. 

I got worried today because my building needs more staff and I got worried that they would suddenly close it. But I think we will be okay. I am glad I am not taking any trips in June. Also the hole in the fence is back so I can more easily go to the post office.

I don’t know what my plan for giving away books is. I might just try to have some on hand. I think the joke books will disappear by next week.

My mood is kind of low today but I think some of it is from low iron again. However I took an iron pill last night and think I will be okay.

I think that soon I will make the stuff from the groceries. Then later I will try to do laundry. Maybe late at night.

I got some new milk because the other milk went bad. It kind of went bad too fast but it is okay. I did use a lot of it.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I just took my medicine. I am all caught up on medicine and sleep, and I had an iron pill yesterday. So that is good. I might need to do a grocery order soon.  But I might wait two days until I have more money in Venmo. But I don't know. Maybe I have enough. I guess today I should try to get addresses and maybe mail some books. Weirdly, I think the joke books could go fast. 

I just made coffee. I do not know if the milk I have is still good but probably it is okay. Does anyone have any thoughts? Yesterday was a good trip to the doctors office. 

Maybe in a while I will type up my advanced directive to give to my doctor.

It was fun to go to the hospital yesterday. 

I hope I can send some of these books to people who have not gotten one yet. I do not know if it is too late or not but I will do the best I can.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Wednesday. May 27. I just called my mom to see if she wanted to chat. It wasn't that good of a message that I left but I did try to call if she wanted to chat and she could call me tomorrow if she wanted to.

Tonight I went to my main support group for nami. I didn't do perfect but it was okay. Earlier today i went to my psychiatrist appointment and had a great time. Then in my neighborhood I got some secret messages and I felt happy and peaceful. So I am doing okay. I wish I had some better food. I should have turned in my rent check this afternoon but I will turn it in tomorrow hopefully. Or even friday.

I think I am doing okay. I finished another facebook boost. I think when I get to a cool 200 mil then I might stop and always save the money. Tomorrow is maybe when I try to start getting some more addresses to mail books to.  It is a rewarding hobby to mail the books.

I might have gotten on my mom's nerves but I didn't really know how to help from afar and that was her choice and the way it happened to work out. And I think that is okay.

I can see that my blog views dipped. Ok my mom is calling me.