Hey everyone, this is Refried. Thanks for reading my blog. I had a rough month and it is described in the next thirty posts or so. My skin had two infections and some other random splotches as well. It is probably from lupus. It is weird to have another disease and everyone is in denial but possibly some people have kept an eye on it.

Something unfortunate is that I got bullied for three years by mental health workers and my medicine got messed up. It hurt my health and I went in the direction of diabetes. But we reduced the offending medicine and wow it’s magic, I am ok again. I am still on 20 mg of the offending medicine so I wonder what would happen if we fixed the medicine back to where it obviously should be.

Anyway I am thinking of walking to the 7-11 area to get a calzone. And I could pick up corn chips for a corn dip. But that would be salty so I am not sure that is good. But I think it would be a good use of four groceries plus chips.

I just feel like the medical people let me say mrsa mrsa mrsa mrsa publicly for a month when it is not mrsa and it is probably from lupus which was aggravated by stress from people who did it on purpose. 

Gice I think actually there might be a spiritual battle component that I have assumed was already intervened upon and it isn’t. Like there is going to always be opposition to everything I do. 

Did you guys see that lawyer who made himself known when I told Karla I thought it might have been from the hospital? Like he crept out from behind the corner two feet from me with his little lanyard. What a loser. The hospital factor only helps my case because those bullies are doing the same abuse.

And why was that lawyer there? Because he knows we do have a legitimate case against them worth 500k in a better society. And guess what. You will pay with your reputation in classrooms 400 years from now. 

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 4:54. I just took out some trash and looked for a missing medicine. I saw the tube of trisulf ointment when it went out of sight but I can't remember where it is. It might be between the bed and the wall. I think that is where it is.  

I will try again to find it later. Just in case I need it. I just am not sure this other stuff worked.  I think it would be gone by now. But it is lessened. And then I am not sure I trust the sight unseen assumption about the left arm. I think if the right hand is mrsa then the left arm is another patch of it.  And I got it because the germs are still in my room.

But I also think I have skin problems because of lupus and the Latuda aggravates it and everyone thinks that is okay and it is not. And you think it is okay that you were trying to give me diabetes and it is not.

What is wrong with you people.  I guess I will rest soon. Will I walk to Starbucks or is it asking for trouble. I mean you could say what good would come from a walk to Starbucks other than some racial incident.

Anyway I will rest soon. The good news is my a1c is back to normal and my blood sugar too. I mean what a bunch of bullcrap it was to be overmedicated. I think I should protect the medicine and move away if they try to hurt me again.

But gice I think the muciproxin is working.

I tried calling a friend but the phone did not ring.

Well have a good day everyone.

 hello everyone, this is Refried.

I went and got the aquifor for my other arm.  I think it is a sign that they know it is lupus.  Because that is for general skin problems. And for skin that is hungry for something so it eats a bacteria.  And my skin wants minerals.  So I bought some Honey Nut Cheerios as well. I am so happy because I used my OTC card successfully. So that is good. Soon I will apply the auquafor.  I also need to mop the floor soon.  Because another resident bled all over the stairwell and elevator.  And I think they didn't even call 911.  Maybe after he left the building.  They told him to walk to the hospital. I called 911 too. 

I need to acclimate myself to less care as if I did not live near two hospitals and an urgent care.  They are racist there so I need to not go. It will just cause more problems. So online only.  Maybe go to ER at 68.  Honestly I don't trust them totally anymore either. I don't understand this process and who it benefits.

But anyway at least I have a doctor but there seems to be something about it where there is a built in argument that you don't deserve a doctor.  So we create a wait list effect for a student.  That is satisfying the heart appetite of a right winger.  I mean why are the doctors so compliant with that.  Maybe because they are the ones being cheated by the socialism.

It is actually maybe a little bit worse than just plain socialism. But at the same time, the taxpayers are paying for medical care. So maybe I should get a taxpayer to sue when they try to make it equivalent to me not having care. I mean I could do that now with montifiore.

Anyway this is a skin disease. I guess we will see if it is lupus. I mean why so slow I do not know.

And yet I think maybe Dr. Rojas did know it was lupus and that is why she was paying attention to the ears so much.  Because of kidneys.  You think I don't know but I do.

So anyway. I think this cream for the other staph is working okay. I think it is on the three day success and not 2 day.  If it is not okay in three days I might pay some people a visit.

Well, I am not doing that much other stuff right now anyway. I could go to the grocery store or something. But I can't eat that date appetizer because of my food allergies. So that is sad. I mean I knew that was a thing and they were like how do we say this, we don't care.  We care about one thing which is defeating whitey and you are the only whitey we know right now.

 hello everyone, this is refried. I think the of course you don't have lupus game is over soon. 

I guess I need to read up on it. This is probably a flare. The anxiety, the skin, the fatigue, and that headache symptom a couple of weeks ago with a neurological effect too.

It is classic.  So that is what the low iron is about.  I just think a colonoscopy charade is inappropriate. like is that what has to be ruled out before you can say what is obvious.  I mean come on.

Like we have to do something invasive before we acknowledge what you told us five years ago.

So anyway, I just don't understand. It reminds me of schizophrenia.  like how people think I am supposed to have no rights. People with lupus are supposed to have no diagnosis.  And it is once again really about the autism.

I do feel better about the skin stuff because of figuring that out. I mean wow I told the last doctor that twice. I mean there was every opportunity to investigate it but we will wait until you have a deadly skin infection.

Is it going away. I think it is but I still have some worries but I see how this antibiotic is enough for now and then we can do something more aggressive later if it doesn't work well enough.

The other issue is that some of the health problems are from Latuda or the other extra antipsychotics prescribed as a response to the abuse from 20-30 racists in mental health or health jobs. Your solution is to make me take more medicine, and it has clearly damaged my health. And you thought no one would notice and everyone would side against the schizophrenic autism person, but God has shown you to fail.

The correct medicine is 600 trileptal and 1 mg rispderal.  And anything else hurt me. Your trazodone, your little add ons to medicate your medicine, your monitoring of my skin because you ruined it, I mean I do not know how you people keep a straight face. How you let me seem dirty with mrsa when it is your treatment that is dirty. Your notes, your records, your career, and your life.  Just disgusting racism is all you know and do. A mob of racists, busted by God in front of everyone, and still trying to peddle your lies and poisons.

And soon your main task will be giving people their euthanasia medicine. It was what was in your heart all along, to destroy people's lives and get paid for it. It will be celebrated in universities as the answer to the police brutality against black people.  The people who get all the tax dollars from grants will give their self righteous presentations praising the mass euthanasia of all the disabled and depressed white people in New York hospitals.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I took an atarax as prescribed by Dr. OuYang. Thanks Dr. Ouyang. This is almost a week after it was prescribed, but I thought it could help me breathe better and maybe counteract the new itchy spot on my left arm.

It is causing a slight throat tickle making me have to cough a little bit but it is not out of control. Also the breathing is fine. I don't feel that much less anxious. But I don't feel bad anxiety either and am not worried about my breathing.  So it might be helping my breathing.  Frankly when I take a clonazapam I feel suppressed breathing which is a risk.  But it does help with the anxiety which messes up my breathing in its own way.  So possibly it is about time that I started relying more on an inhaler.  Dr. Parik prescribed a new one and I have it ready to use sometime.  Probably I will use it soon because of all the recent asthma and anxiety.

So okay.  There is something else to say. They tried to tell me to get tested for colon cancer but I believe it is not colon cancer. I do not know if anyone already cracked the code and they just are waiting for me to say it.  But I believe it is Lupus. And I told people that. I told them it was lupus.  But low iron can be from lupus and so can skin problems. And skin infections can also happen more with low iron. I mean maybe everyone thinks I was slow with google myself. Kidney stuff is also from Lupus.

But this left arm itch is driving me crazy! However I believe it is from A-1 steak sauce that I ate three times in a row when tomatoes give me excema. I have not scratched the itch all day and it has itched constantly.  But it is probably not mrsa.

However the right hand thing probably is staph again. But it is happening because of low iron. However it is interesting to look around to try to determine causes and see what was out of whack and I was treated like crap at a hospital and had an obvious deliberate problem at housing.

So do people find this funny? Because I mostly don't. But I am kind of relieved. It is because of that Indian food I ate. It was really spicy, I got fatigue, and before you know it, I have a skin infection. I had the headache too, and the neurological symptoms. I mean are we just going to play around with this like it is a fun guess the lupus game for 7 years? Isn't it sweet that Ravneet was the first to know about that?

I am actually a textbook case for this stuff.  I have autism, I had a super immune system that helped me have 12 years perfect attendance, and then I was tortured and my autism was traumatized and now I hum to myself, have asthma and food allergies, and my immune system attacks me. We have a lot to go on as a culture and I just wonder if the autism advances are happening.  At a faster rate there seems to be revenge on white people, starting with the vulnerable.  I hate to say that on a fun lupus post, but I think some schools cannot be trusted. They are creating a new juicy narrative to satisfy people with bad heart appetites, while the truth is more and more obvious as a national devastation for all.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. Today is Friday, August 7. It is 3:40 pm. I am doing okay and having a good day. Definitely I have had some ups and downs lately.  Dr. Parik believes that I do not have mrsa. So my new itchy spot, I mean on the left arm, is probably excema or something.  It is where my arm was against the mattress with no sheet above it so who knows, I mean it could be something random but I am just glad for it not to be mrsa. And yet isn't that kind of suspicious? I mean two definite infections and one spot that could be something?

And yet, the staph explanation seems more plausible. I think I did have a stye a month or so ago.  so I might have rubbed it, gotten germs all over my computer, and then it got irritated. I mean I can remember that irritation from laundry. I mean honestly, this next thing that is being treated now could have come from doing laundry also.  I mean couldn't it have? Well I do not know.  

I think it would be beneficial to take the atarax later.  Benedrylficial. I think tonight I will also be taking a poof of my new inhaler.  The fact is that my asthma flared up this summer. It was anxiety and possibly a spiritual factor.  

This evening, maybe I will walk to McDonalds or something. Or is there anything I need at Walgreens? I actually think I need some more coffee.  Maybe tomorrow I will walk to the far away grocery store.

Can people tell that I did lose 5-7 pounds? I believe I did. It doesn't show up in medical visits but at home I am consistently at 199. As opposed to 208-210. So I think I am headed in the right direction and I have not been eating that much. Like I really think I have not been eating as much as some other times.

Anyway, this play by play heath stuff might drive y'all crazy. But that is what has been happening. I just feel like some health conditions are just conditions but an infection is a little bit of an emergency.

Dr. Parik knows the pharmacy did not give me the aqua medicine. So that will be another trip downtown. Gice, to be honest with you, time is going to fly and I probably only have a few years left.  And who knows, it could be sooner than that. We do not know. I mean maybe God is going to try to show everyone that we do not know. And yet Jesus did know exactly, didn't he. And he told people what to expect.

So anyway, do I have colon cancer. I don't think I do but they do not want to be wrong. Low iron is sometimes just low iron when you are 50. But I need to take the iron pills. 

Well, that is all. I think they are helping me be okay. I think they are not mad at me. I mean why was montifiore mean to me, I do not know. It is important to report the things that are serious like that medicine going to the wrong place.