Hello everyone, this is Refried. 

My blog views are lower for a few days but it is okay.

I enjoyed having all those views for a while.

Today I went to my psychiatrist appointment and it was great. I saw a bunch of pals from PHP and had a good time.  I decided to stay on the medicine I am on. I feel okay on it.  Dr. Talreja said that the latuda is not causing the anemia. He seemed certain and that convinces me.  I told him my most obvious recent lupus symptom and I think that the medical people will be on the lookout for it.

Dr. Talreja said to increase the iron pills to every day but take the Senna.  So I will do that. It is okay. I can do it. It will be okay. But I have to take that medicine. I mean I do not know if Senna is enough for that but it will probably be okay.

After my appointment, I got my rent check and medicine and then went to the diner for steak and eggs.  They gave me a huge long thin steak and it was the equivalent of three steaks.  I do not know why. I feel that it was in appreciation of me as a customer but to me they are the ones to be appreciated.

But it was a yummy meal and I had a good time.

Later I had a spell where I worried that I was going to be marked down for personality disorders but I think I am safe from that and should just be thankful for how things have gone. I have a lot of friends, I got through the worst social anxiety time, and the personality stuff has explanations.  There are actually four categories of issues, but the other conditions are so major that really it doesn't have to be a main thing. I think also it is a background threat if I don't take my medicine.

It was so fun to see the pals today. I figured out that me, Dr. Fatima, and Dilarom are Dave, Fred, and Roger.  Usually I am not included in the three guinea pig pattern so that is cool and funny.

There have been a lot of entertaining things in the conspiracy and I am sorry to have complained.  But at the same time, some stuff has really hurt me sometimes.

I figured out today that in heaven I can have reunions with everyone I have ever known and it will be fun party conferences, possibly in hotels that travel through space or something like that. I mean maybe ocean travel. That could be cool like underwater tours.

Anyway the other thing today was the rollover of my business credit card to a new company. It went well and I was not rejected as a customer.  However there is an issue with them providing cards for my employees and that status has changed since three years ago.

So I mean I do not know what to think but it will be okay.

There is something else: the facebook shares. It is going fine. I can't see the likes and comments easily enough on some posts, but it is okay.  And I am excited to see how some of my ai art is popular in USA. I mean not like millions popular, but popular in that it gets a favorable acceptance.  So that will be a new hobby soon.  Almost the same as India, but with maybe a certain comical style that I will try to repeat.

The other thing is that finally I got the Trileptal prescription. I do not really know what all these doctors are up to. Possibly it has to do with throwing off the legal sharks.  I mean it is kind of funny to think of the law people tracking the medicine for twenty years and having to collect proof from all the different doctors, etc. to prove whatever they will try to prove.  And then there is no case. I mean is that the idea, I do not know.  

Pals. I think writers digest might have followed up after that contest that I entered and did not win.  I mean maybe that is it or maybe it is another literary outreach from my queries.  Whatever it was, it made me laugh so much, and I had a great time. Thanks, pals.  I think I will be okay to not be bitter in a bad way and resentful with no respect for people. I think I did well keeping that to myself, and maybe I will resume being a book person like normal.

Well, that is all for today except that I might eat some ice cream soon.  That was such a weird spell this evening when I misread the notes and had some paranoia.  But I am okay. I do not know why that happened but the support group helped and I did the best I could.

I hope BB did not have to throw away all those books. I think they are safe enough. I mean ups and downs live and learn.  I think we are peacefully not competitors because of the political differences.

Anyway, have a great day, everyone.

 Hey everyone, I forgot tonight is laundry night. I took a shower though, so that is a mostly good and productive day, but unfortunately without exercise.  But I did get good stuff done.  A few memes, a therapy session, some cleaning, pest control, a shower, a community group, and tolerating a trigger stressor. I mean that was a rough trick but I am okay and was immediately thankful for the India people.

So that is okay but in a way it tests my memory too.  To see that a breakthrough like that did already happen and on more than one page.

Does anyone have any thoughts and comments?

I mean should I plow on through to do laundry without resting? I need to take medicine soon so maybe do the laundry sooner like at 11. Then medicine at 1. That is kind of late but it is okay.

I do not know if I did that good at autism tonight.  But it was pretty fun and a lot of people were stimming and I think it is cool that they believe me about my autism. They see it. They know it is true.

I mean that is cool because sometimes people don't believe you about stuff.

 Pals. My numbers are not corrected, they just spent the whole days budget in one hour. That is kind of mean but it was still fun for a while. I hope they do the whole three days and then stop. Is it because I paused the other ads?

I mean I don’t know. Are they reflecting disorganization like Montifiore does? I mean I almost called people and told them the good news.

So that is really mean and weird but at least I see how it feels for people who have good numbers in USA.

Because I don’t but I like sharing in India and that is happy too.

But the likes aren’t showing on the page either. I mean is it like disrespect or something? I don’t get it.

Is it meant to make me want to spend more?

I can only spend so much.

I mean that is weird but I have to say that this was a good experience.

 Pals, I think suddenly my numbers are corrected for America. Is it really because I said that about the evangelicals? Well it is what I meant, but I absolutely still disagree with the persecution.  And am I going to accept the outcome from having it corrected. Well probably so, because I do not want to waste the work.  And maybe the evangelicals are getting numbers somewhere.  But I have a feeling there are others like me who are like gee why is it everyone but me.

I mean I don't understand. I do think it is persecution. 

However it might have to do with writing time or something. I mean I do not know.

But the real kicker will be book sales.

I think I am going to have to go back to this page where it tallies. Because it is hitting 400 and 500 like when I do the India posts.

And yet those riskier jokes did not reach people and I couldn't even see the likes.

So what does it all mean.

I do not know.

But the fish post was cute and hopefully those people will get something someday.

Gosh.  I mean do I do a book sale ad soon? I think I will just be happy with this for now.

I just do not understand. 

 Pals. I had trouble deciding which post to boost. I ended up choosing the less legible one because the water on the paper owl image looks cheesy to me.  But I think I might have been wrong. I think that post was more obviously readable.  But maybe it doesn't matter.

I felt like also the other one had an ad for books on amazon.  And the other one didn't.  But the other one kind of complimented myself without being an ad.  So I don't know.  I want to post the images on here but the computer is set to block them and I don't know how to fix it.

I think it is okay. I think the first one might be more comical. So I will be okay with it. I think this is a good trend for these memes to be good or USA. It has to be certain ones, though, that are obviously ai and kind of funny in a certain way.

 Pals, this is Refried. I think I am not going on a walk to Dunkin Donuts. But I did take an iron pill.  Possibly that tongue problem last Sunday was because of being out in the sun. Like it might be more about the actual lupus than just the low iron. But I don't know. But I took an iron pill and I am staying out of the heat. But it is only 86. That is really okay for a walk but I just think I will make some more canva videos and art. Like some more cross pictures and maybe start a bible verse series for one of the art pages. I just think that the people like clicking like on that and it is a good opportunity.  So I will try to do some more art like that.

Pals I am really happy with the meme about prayer as shopping for miracles. Is the design just right, I am not sure. Like possibly it should be all photo with text over the photo. But I do not know. I mean maybe this basic solid color style is signature now.

I need to check the payment page and make sure I don't over charge on the capital one card.

Tomorrow hopefully my new credit card will roll over properly.  

They gave me too many notices to take it back now.

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Pals, good news, I had a good therapy sessions, the tasers that the housing staff has are actually bug zappers, and I am probably going to be back on normal meds soon.

So that is really good. I had a fun therapy session and showed Drena some new memes and she did not discontinue me because of that questionable meme. But I feel certain it was the right thing to do.

Anyway I think I should walk to McDonald’s soon. But I might eat a microwave Salisbury steak.

At this conference last year I crossed the line with Christian books of a certain nature but I felt that people would really like them and I think they probably did but I forgot to say hello to a key person. But I can’t help it.

It is right on the edge of my functioning abilities.

Well have a good day everyone.