Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday, Sept 13 at about 10 am. I just drank some coffee but if it is not raining, I might walk to Starbucks soon.  However I still have some biscuits from the fried chicken extravaganza, so maybe I will heat up a biscuit and wait a while. 

I restored that meme. I mean I just was falling asleep last night and felt like archiving it and I did feel okay doing that.  Will I archive it again later, I do not know. 

It was kind of hard to find the archive on my computer. Also, I think I need to cancel that subscription thing somehow.  Facebook decided to promote my page because of that joke.  I do not respect that.

So anyway, are my books selling? I do not think they are. I think people are waiting until I am dead and it doesn't benefit me in any way.  Kind of like christian family members who wait as long as they can to profess their faith, so as to torture the christians who care.  It is the same kind of thing.

Anyway, does anyone have any thoughts? I personally do like Charlie Kirk. I think he was cool and tried hard and believed what he believed and was refreshing as compared to some of the social control. He could be a martyr even though it was political. At the same time, there is some major laziness and stupidity from that political side.  The way people got fired for saying their actual opinions, and the way people don't believe in religious liberty, and wow, the way some people overtly despise the disabled.

Ok so am I going to try to take the comedy class in October. I do not know. I do have enough stuff for a routine almost. And I would probably think of a little bit more. It is just that it creates a narrow window for a November trip.  But that is okay.  It works out fine. And the cost issue is the main thing. I mean I could call Anne and mom later and ask for the cost of the comedy class. Well let's see how I feel, because I already asked for extra recently. And yet it is small numbers as compared to Anne's business stuff.

I guess some of the issue is that it is time for a new generation and I don't see them as clearly as some people do. But I did write books for them but the hypocrites censored me. All it is is censorship, lie to yourself and say it is something different.  Call it failure, people four hundred years ago will call you something too.

 Pals, this is Refried. It is Sept 13. I am making some coffee. I need to clean my room today but it is not an emergency. I just weighed myself and the weight was back to normal which I believe actually must be a lower reading than what is accurate. So I really have to go by the hospital reading a little bit.  And yet it was always a little higher.  So maybe just estimate that my weight loss is happening.

Anyway, I archived that joke, but it is pretty funny, so who knows, maybe I will take it out of archive.

Unfortunately, facebook is recruiting subscribers for certain content, and I do not know how to turn that feature off. Because I tried to set that up a long time ago. But who knows, maybe I will end up posting the more normal poems that I think there is no audience for.

Did you guys like that joke? I think it was pretty funny. I tried to get some more praying done but did not feel as much power as during the day yesterday.

Anyway some of the church people are saying that the issue is forgiveness for the liberals who treated me like a trumper.  I see it. I get it, how we were all the church already so something is on me too.  And everyone who saw them as like needing conversion instead of telling people who really didn't know.

And yet I think God did work stuff out for our country for a certain time like the word did get out. I mean maybe the racism that I think was a bad decision on both sides is a sign of Obama's leadership being gone, and I should not try to control it.

So anyway, the coffee is ready now. I hope I have milk. I probably will walk to Starbucks later.

Does anyone have any thoughts? Should I restore the meme? I might but I do not know.

 Hello everyone, I just threw out that old spaghetti. Definitely some kind of moldy problem from it. Possibly a reaction between the sauce and cheese.  In fact, I think that was the issue, was the cheese component.

I posted a joke that almost makes no sense and is really in bad taste and yet wow it did get the right effect, as if it makes total sense after all.

It was kind of hard to post those recent jokes because they were a little out there. I mean wow they sure were out there, but I generally try not to waste jokes.

So I guess that soon I will try to clean up some more in the apartment but honestly it isn't that bad and I got some roach control stuff.

I mean actually it is kind of messy. I mean when will I clean, if not today.

I think the chat gpt joke could be worded better and only a few people will understand but it is still kind of comical based on the news about ai.

And then honestly I really think the turning 50 one is funny just to me, like I really find it funny. But it is a little sick, and yet that is why it is funny.

As for Sept 11, there is no reason for anyone to take it in any way that is bad or something. It is part of a new comedy routine where I suggest that the conversations when people say where they were on sept 11 can be thought of like part of an ongoing investigation. I mean I think that is kind of funny.

Well, have a good night everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Saturday, Sept 12. I just went to a Mensa discussion group, and it was so fun. We talked about ai. I told them that soon if someone typed in "take over the world," then that would be it.

Before that, I went to a spirituality group and it seemed like some people tried to zap me, which put me in an intense spiritual zone of prayer for some kind of confrontation of that bothersome thing, but also forgiveness, and in my mind I found the beginnings of a new report card program for my judgement day rewards committee aspirations.  So as part of my gameshow rewards program in conjunction with official judgement day procedures in heaven, I will now be also assisting with a report card program.  This allows me to pray for supernatural amounts of permanent forgiveness and soul status when people do wrong, but with the possibility of a very meaningful, exacting acknowledgement of exactly how unacceptable some things are sometimes. Really, I think that matches biblical concepts of people being required to acknowledge their sin before God.  Like you will confess.

Really, I do not know what people's intentions were at the group. Did people work together to zap me and set something up, or was it really one person who zapped me based on someone else's positive comment earlier? Well I do not know.  But wow it was deep spiritual power and I think we all learned a lot.

Anyway, I have prayed before and asked God to give each person I could think of a phone book full of stats, like complicated analysis and witnesses of all their choices and behaviors and strivings, and I feel that facebook is a very literal and obvious granting of that request in the immediate present and internationally for many people.  So that is kind of crazy and yet I do feel highs and lows of prayer power, and like the light social attention people get is the main thing I was able to request and receive for people. And that seems right to me, though I am praying for other locations to get hospitals, food, and churches.

Well, I hope everyone found this interesting. Some of it might be mental illness but I am taking plenty of medicine and feel much better from revolting against the racist abuse that happened to me in the Bronx.

 Pals I don’t know why people would say Mamdani should have skipped the 9/11 event. That is racist and bigoted or whatever the word is for being wrong and mean.

He is the mayor. Let him be a Muslim, let him be a good mayor. Is he supporting the Jewish people enough against anti semitism? I do not know, but mostly he is the one being discriminated against in his role.

Anyway I just talked to my mom. I was eating breakfast with her at IHOP when Sept 11 happened. Our waitress told us about each plane and I think that was nice because she could have kept it to herself.

I drove home looking at the sky to see if more planes would hit us in SC, and I also was apologizing to God because I thought it was my fault for driving my car too much and wasting oil from the Middle East.

So anyway that is sad, I was severely depressed for four years on the wrong psych meds. 

Well, have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, I just successfully went and got some waters and 7ups. Then I went to Popeyes chicken and got some food for the weekend. 

It is warm in this apartment right now. I do not know if the air is on but if it is not it will simply be a report and the Bridge will be fined for their consistent, disrespectful illegal abuse. 

It's fall weather again, time for the Bridge to cheat us out of our rent and legal rights.

Anyway, maybe the air will come back on later and it is just on low. Let's give them a chance, like fools every time. 

I think I will go downstairs and ask if the air conditioning is on.

Pals.  Someone bought my book called "Failed Mission to the Liberals." I think it was probably one of my facebook friends. My guess is that it was Anne Shaughnessy. Thanks, Anne. I am going to reread the book right now to see how I feel about others reading it.

Wasn't that so heartwarming today at Dunkin Donuts when that person bought that guy a sandwich? I mean it really just made my day and I thought about it later and was happy for like ten minutes.

But I do have scatterbrain so I did forget about it.

But anyway I had a good day but I need to get my apartment under control. 

Also I need to take my medicine in just a little while. I am getting tired but need to take the medicine as soon as I can. But I do feel back to normal.  The issue yesterday was because of the MSF event.  That is what I think, unless it had to do with phone a friends.

But I do not know.

So anyway I just read that Trump is trying to bribe voters with tax money.  And there was something bad on the news site that I saw.  Also, NBC is showing some news to only subscribers, which is disturbing to me in some ways, like it might be a way of tracking people or something. But I do not know.

Anyway I did two humor memes tonight and they were both very extreme.  I mean it is rough when your mental health also happens to be in question.  But I think they are funny jokes.

Pals I am so tired but it is hard to go take my medicine but I of course will.

Have a good day everyone. Tomorrow is Sept 11. Honestly it gets me every year.