Ok I need to write something down which was that I went to zaxbys and ordered a Zax snack and a milkshake and the guy asked me if I wanted a regular drink too and I said yes but when he gave me the food there was no cup so I said can I have a cup for the drink so he gave me one but it seemed like he had not rung me up for that or it didn’t automatically come with the meal so then the manager got a cup also and filled up a drink and it seemed like it was for the video camera but I don’t really know. I just feel like they could track my transaction and say I stole a free drink with the help of a worker but I don’t even know the guy. But anyway it is just a dystopian video society problem but anyway I am ok just kind of full. I left and now I am at a Starbucks and it is going to be hard to get to eastside from here it I think I can figure something it. Like if I turn right and can turn left at the light at about 5. I mean I don’t need to get there until 5:30 like my sister. 

So anyway I think it is good that my mom skipped because actually I think driving would have been an issue. Anyway I wish I knew how disabled I am or not. I felt it today or yesterday when I imagined leading a zoom meeting and I was like no I can’t. 

But anyway do you guys have any opinions. I did not get a good blob video. I think my friend is visiting me tomorrow but I scheduled something with another friend. But I think it is okay.

 Hello everyone, I am at Zaxby’s waiting a few minutes until it is time to go to my niece’s lacrosse game at my old high school. I had a birthday cake shake and it was good but kind of a lot.

Ravneet just gave me some good secret messages.

My mom is not going to the lacrosse game and I feel relieved because I think it was a fall risk.

Traffic is kind of crazy right now. I think I have been here too long and need to leave.

Gice I wish I had a bigger budget for videos but so does everyone. I think it will work out okay. I tried to do a blob video and did not get a good rendition. 

Well have a good day everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 10 am on Tuesday. I didn’t take my medicine until 9 am from last night because I didn’t have food in my room to take the medicine with. Now I need to get coffee. I think I will go to the bookstore where I am waiting for my used books to be processed.

I love my new computer. It is a great surprise. I think the only drawback is that it uses the same harsh lighting as my iPhone. Sometimes I am okay and I can do photos that turn out ok but my zooming doesn’t look good. 

But it is okay. Everyone knows that about me. I mean actually they probably did it on purpose and they put in their ads that they make you look good. I mean am I going to be the ones to challenge them on it? 

That reminds me that I also just got an email from my Amex business card account that their deal with Amazon is over and US Bank is taking over the account. Well that might be okay if US Bank lets me proceed as normal but why do I think this sounds like people selling a debt and US Bank is going to demand the whole payback? I mean if they can change companies they can do anything. I feel like I should report this somewhere like to Elizabeth Warren.

So that is not really a happy thing to wake up to but I feel okay even after taking the medicine and I think I should go get this stuff done at the bookstore.

I just need to pack one more bag of books.

Well okay. Later today I am going to my niece’s lacrosse game and it will not be easy. It will be about 5-7. I can do it. I have to ride in a car with my mom and then watch her walk far as a fall risk and then manage her shame of me in public as she fusses at me and asks what is wrong because something is always wrong, nothing is ever okay, I always need to do something different, Since the was a kid if she knocks on my door I pretend to be doing anything different because whatever the truth is is not okay.

But anyway I am still having an ok trip. But I told my sister I was happy to end with our lunch and then she sent a text about the lacrosse game. Which is good but I am sad I have to be tortured again.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is 4 pm on Monday. At 6 o’clock I have a training for three hours. It is an extra class for CE credits for social work.

Today I took some more books to the used bookstore. Then I helped clear out boxes of stuff in my mom’s house. She had some stuff here that should have already been given away. 

Tomorrow I am going to go to my niece’s lacrosse game. I thought I had already done all the family visits and I am not happy about being tortured again by making sure my mom doesn’t fall and by managing her public shame of me in front of other people. But I think it is only for an hour and it will be okay.

Some of my videos slowed down and some sped up. I guess I will live and learn. I am going to ask my mom to sponsor some videos, possibly by increasing my monthly deposit.  I think she might go for it and I believe I have done the best I can for everyone involved.

I will continue my other pages in less frequent amounts.

I might do some ads and will have to be brave again but it was okay. Today Leo at the Apple Store shook my hand as if I was famous.

But really I don’t think there are many book sales unless it is secret. I mean to me I sense a waste but maybe it is ok.

Gice I got a new computer. It was only 750 dollars. I could not believe it. I will try to set it up soon. I don’t know if I will use it tonight.

I just don’t know if I have the strength to set it up right now. But I got a lot done for my mom with that stuff. I will try to get more done tomorrow morning.

Ok everyone that is all for now. Does anyone read this and find it interesting? Well I hope so.

Have a good day everyone.

 Gice 

I am waiting for my books to be processed at a used bookstore. I might go to the dollar store in the same shopping center. I thought they would be done by now but I guess it is a busy time of day.

I am thankful for something but I can’t say what it is.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. I am at the mall. It is Monday at about noon. We have a normal amount of food at the house instead of less than what is needed. It is kind of throwing me off and making me worry about wasting it or trying to eat faster or something. But really it is fine.

I just saw a service dog that is a Doberman pincher and it has an army vest on. Well wow I mean are they patrolling for terrorists or is this a random guy. At the Mexican restaurant yesterday I saw this pickup truck that was like a monster truck and someone just drove it like normal. He had a bunch of cute young children and they piled in the back. So that is interesting.

I just got two new pairs of jeans which I really needed. Later today I am taking more books to the used book store and then doing some more work in my room to unpack the boxes from construction.

My posts are doing well but some numbers were lower. I think part of it is because I chose a traffic goal instead of mixed. But some of it weirdly is because their program really does choose what videos to boost and they are not that enthused about my floopydoo art. I mean I don’t know why, it is so universal, but I am okay and have gotten plenty of views.

Well, that is all for now.

 Hey everyone one of my friend’s son got a job and it was a prayer request for a while so that is great.

Gice I just ate some food with my mom and it went well. 

Still some problems but could be worse. 

I mean it’s just a tragedy that never ends.

But anyway it is okay.

I will probably take my medicine at 11 pm.

I talked to my friend Haley today and it was fun. And I had lunch with my sister and that was fun too.

Then I went to Mensa Bible study online. It was great,

But I do feel a little tired but mostly fine like normal.

I think I will send Ravneet a message.