Hello everyone, I paid two credit card bills. I think there are about three more that I should urgently pay but most can wait until Oct 31. And then the train ticket. I mean that is not that easy but I can do it. It is just that those credit one accounts were a close call and I am not sure. I might have recurring charge that is a problem. Hmm should I fix that, I think I should.

Well hmm that was a challenge but I think I am mostly okay for now. 505050, 100100100100, 200, ok, I think I will be okay at the end of the month but I am forgetting the affirms and amazon card. They never sent me that Icee Bear jacket but I will email them after it is paid for.

It is okay if I wait until tomorrow to go to the post office. I made coffee and have one more serving of milk and then I need to buy milk. Will I do a grocery order, I do not know. Should I cook the ground beef. I just think I am tired right now and don't feel that good. Does anyone have any thoughts.

There is something kind of funny.

Ok let's think about these facebook posts. I think a weakness in the cereal post is that it says book and then that makes the cereal box seem like it could be a book for a second.  But possibly it is okay. I think mostly it is good that I had another one like that for America.  But I will send it to India too sometimes hopefully.

Pals.  My posts on my page. I think it is fine. Should I have said something that extreme about the gloves. Well I do not know but I have had a lot of questionables this year.

Anyway should I address a book and then go to starbucks. Well I do not know. I think the theme is no because of the credit card close call.

Pals.  The SCBWI conference.  Is it going to be in NYC. If it is then I will go though I might stay at my hotel instead of their hotel but I would stay for two days instead of one so I would not have a bag.

Ok it is going to be in NYC. Because there are publishing house tours. I do not think I will do that.

Gice. Some people disagree with my extremes but I do believe in force. And I think there has been limited wisdom about that so I do say it sometimes and sometimes it seems out of place or weird but I felt I need to share that with people who think they are above it when they aren't.  And their culture does other violence that they think doesn't count.

 Hello everyone, I just woke up and it is soon time to take my medicine. Will I go to the post office today, I do not know. I had a long series of dreams where I was at some kind of event at Byrnes as a former teacher and I kind of had a low status but I kind of beat them at whatever it was. Then I passed this other location that has been in my dreams before and I went to some kind of meeting at an organization and was asking if I should sue someone and they said yeah why not and then I passed a highway section of a lot of tulips about to bloom and then I was at some intersections in Greer and this couple tried to make me responsible for their kid and I saved it from falling into a pond and then I was behind this truck where people were on stationary bikes on the back of a truck that was going down the road and then I questioned some justice about something and then I woke up.  

Do I feel okay. Some possible low iron feelings but I took my medicine yesterday at about this time. So I am not even late with medicine yet.  I might have some coffee withdrawal but I do not know.

I just ate a fudgesicle. I need to check the financials.

Are people mad at me, well I do not know.

Ok the images I saw last night, some faint saints but one right in front of me who seemed kind of new york-ish, a nice brown haired brown eyed lady, maybe 60,  seemed to know about the apartment bullcrap but unlikely to be chanting slurs over the building.  So that is interesting. It doesn't mean there is no one doing that but possibly some socialites are assigned to everyone.

My room is too warm and will be like this all week.  This makes a month of it being uncomfortable. Usually it is two weeks. I knew it was too early that they were turning the air off.

 Ok everyone I added some music to my page. It is okay now. That is all I will do for a while. The blob post is cute. I will check on it and see how it is doing. 

I just remembered I have some ground beef that I need to cook.  I might do that soon. I mean like in an hour. 

Tomorrow I might mail a few jokes books or just one or two. Actually I thought of another person and then forgot. Oh I remember now. I will try to look up the address.

Ok will I change my mind about my extreme post. I do not think I will. I think I will take my stand about the shock gloves but I wonder where I was when it was tazers.

So anyway.  Halloween.  I might read some articles but I do not know.

I think also there is a secret message about something.  But I feel like it is a few days away.

But I do see the next step. But possibly they are saying I already did the next step.

Gice did I not do good on that comment. I was just kind of shocked and might have been too wordy.

But oh well, I do what I do and it is a humor page.

So okay. I will look for that address and then do the ground beef.

 Hello everyone, it is 11:30 pm on Sunday night. I might go outside because my room is too warm.  It has been uncomfortable for a month. I pay 672 dollars in rent per month. There are also laws about air conditioning for mental health places.

I said something controversial on my facebook page but it was the right thing to do. I mean who knows, I might archive it eventually.

I feel persecuted and threatened with abuse from hospitals. But it could be worse and is for some people.

I think I have a doctors appointment Thursday. That will be the final decision about the Latuda or I will get a new doctor. It should be changed to risperdal. That is what it was before. I do not have to be tortured. People who do it will never recover their careers, their reputation, or their reward in heaven.

There is something I am not saying but it is a zinger that I think will eventually be said by most civil people. Also I think some of the racism that became popular is going to be confronted and retracted.

I guess I will listen to music for a while. I think this week went well for praying. I do not know why it is ups and downs and sometimes full or empty but a lot of people are getting a lot of stuff. 

Well, have a good day, everyone.

 Hello everyone, this is Refried. It is Sunday, Oct 25. I took my medicine at 11:30 and watched church on the computer and then slept for a while. I also texted with my mom some and that went well.  I have to get ready for my trip to Greenville soon.

I got an email about a class action lawsuit against apple and I want to participate but I think I have to assume that it is a scam.  To me the issue to sue about is that their charging ports were made worse on purpose so you had to buy phones more often.

Anyway it is time to make some more coffee. I wish I had more book sales.  Any number at all makes such a difference. The low iron makes me feel like I am dying and it doesn't matter. I think that is kind of a good thing.  And in heaven all the imaginary animals will be there and that will be fun.

I mean just think of it when you get some recognition from a mice council or something. That will be awesome. Gice that is weird that the council of frogs book was created at a similar time as my books but I don't think either one of us copied each other. I think it is okay. I haven't even worried about it.

I think it is soon time to eat the box of Lucky Charms that I have. Maybe later.

Do people like my jokes? I feel like the Sesame Street joke is really funny but maybe it is like one that hits people differently.  I can't see the instagram comments so that is kind of weird but I am kind of like who cares.

I think soon I should do some more memes on Canva. It is a fun hobby. I guess the book sales are supposed to be like a delusion but I don't feel any at all sometimes. But there are 8 listed now on my orders page.  That brings me to about 3000 total plus the author copies which I think is around 700. And then the e-books are 300.  So that is not bad. It is a career if you had just one book. 

Well have a great day everyone.

 Hello pals, this is Refried. It is Sunday. Oct 25. I love October, it is my favorite month. I just love it. I want a candy apple but I don't know if I can get one soon but what if I can't, that is okay. 

Yesterday the hospital people helped me and sent an email. Thank y'all so much. Also I remembered another question for it. About the Lupus headaches. I have to take my medicine this morning and will take it soon. I mean I could take it during online church.  Right now I am about to drink some coffee and I was happy to see some already made. I mean I kind of want to walk to Starbucks and then take the medicine but I am not risking it.

So anyway my stomach hurt last night but I am okay. What was it.  Apparently some night digestion issues which is part of my same condition and it is okay. It just really is okay. I am not worried about it. I think the issue is low iron still.  I will take that medicine with the other medicine in about an hour or so.

I read some of football novel and it is cute. I am happy with it. I just question the Pandemic Pot Pie books but maybe that stuff has its place. I do think Blob Mentality was great. 

I told my friend about feeling like the Canada geese could read my mind. Those two geese who came up to me when I was eating lunch on the grass probably have adopted me. And when I thought about Ravneet was when they flew away. I thought it might be because they did not support gay behavior but I think instead they were supporting it and showing me they would not be overinvolved.

It is too warm in my room and it is 60-70 degrees outside all week.  So another week in a month of being uncomfortable. The lawyers and social workers know this is happening and the people are busted but they are going to find the whole racist network.  I wonder if it will be in the news. I kind of think I should have gone to the New York Post about the paranochia stuff where they sent the medicine to the wrong place.

 Hello everyone, it is about 4 pm on Saturday. At 8 pm I am attending a poetry reading online. I think I might phone a friend soon. I kind of don't feel good today but it is because I took my medicine.

I am now making some coffee. I think I might replay the video of the book hero again.

And I might reread Gospel Compendium.

Are any of my books selling?

I do not really know but I saw 8 copies listed as sold this month and I was not the one who bought them.

I wonder if I should do some more selfie videos soon.  Like maybe not advertising the books but talking more in depth about stuff. But I know people think I am ignoring the ICE stuff and only caring about my own problems but I do think people should be caring about their own lives and the goodness from that will be an important part of overcoming the bad stuff.

Gice the hospital people really help me and are nice people in God's plan. I really feel that they are there for me and make me feel better.

I got my room ready for inspection but no one came and did inspection so I guess I am just being escalated and will try to make it to Greenville and escape these racists.

Well have a good day everyone.