Sunday, February 9, 2025

Actually I could really improve at prayer

 Hello everyone. It is Sunday morning at 5:53.  I am going to take my medicine soon.  I stayed up all night playing Mah Jong Solitaire on the computer. It was fun and helped me learn the different tiles. I think this will help when I learn how to play real Mah Jong someday. I got to level 12 and it was really fun.

I felt scatterbrained other than the game.  For the game, my concentration was good and I was able to have fun.  But for the rest of my mind that could think about other things, I felt scatterbrained and slightly disturbed.  Honestly I don't know how I am able to have conversations with people, I am so discombolulated. But I was able to think some and was aware of how much people have helped me.

One thing I thought about was the superbowl, and how football is just a game like mah jong, and how there could jsut as well be a TV audience for my games of mahjong.  Like people could say it is a waste of time but wow people have put a lot into sports, haven't they.  Just think of the millions of dollars. Well it is a positive past time.  But when we play video games we often feel like it is just wasting time.

So anyway, that is interesting. I am about to get online again and play some more.  It is jsut really fun and I like playing Royal Match on my phone, too. I think these are good steps for me, but I need to use my treadmill too. So maybe I can use a reward system to let myself play the games if I do the exercise.

Well I do not know, that could take time to implement.  And really I am so lazy that playing video games is a step up.

My facebook ad seems to be doing well. I am wearing two hats in the ad and I think that made people not bully me as much.  Because you can tell something is wrong with me. Pretty funny.  I think this might work better than sunglasses in terms of disability disclosure.  So that is good. Maybe I will start a trend.  Because two hats is very comforting for hte mind, especially for people with autism.

Well have a great day everyone.


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